[ldovey83]

I think it is the witch trying to show.. It hasn't shown up in full force like I normally do so who knows.. I am just waiting for it though.. She will probably curse me in the morning..LOL!! I am ok with her showing though cause atleast for testing purposes I can keep track of my cycle... It kind of hit me today though, that once again I am going through this.. Hasn't been to bad and I still haven't cried, but I did start writing a poem which I will share when it is completed.. Havn't had to much time today to finish it up.. Plus I have to go into me time to concentrate on my true feelings and putting my heart into it..

[ohnicole]

Lindsey, I'm sorry AF is showing for you, but I'm glad you're doing ok with it so far! I hope you get your sticky BFP soon

[shen7]

After my losses I was relieved for the first AF... the system's back on track and all... so I understand. Hope you get that BFP soon though!

[luvmykids623]

I'm sorry the witch is coming. This shouldn't be happening to you. I hope you get your sticky bfp soon!

[missy123]

I am so sorry Lindsay... I know how much it hurts and that even though you are glad to have your cycles back it is just a stinging reminder that you are not pregnant now. ((hugs))

[ldovey83]

Thanks ladies for the replies.. She showed full force that night.. So I had a 28 day cycle last month.. My heart has ached for my loss, but I can't change what was to be.. Hopefully I can get my insurance so I can get my testing done and can pick up the pieces of my broken heart some where along the way....