[*MomofO&Nat*]

Hi ladies,
I am not sure how many of you will remember me, but I just had to drop in and say thank you to those who do for getting me through the toughest days, weeks months of my life. A year ago today, I lost my baby and I thought I would never recover. I was so angry, hurt, empty, mad, you all know the adjectives I am sure. Another JM user from what would have been my due date club suggested I come to TTCAL to heal. Boy, am I glad I did! I found strength, support, love and guidance from some very strong women who didn't even know me but understood my situation better than most of my best friends ever could. Well, here I am, exactly a year from my loss. And as fate would have it, I am scheduled for a C section tomorrow to welcome my rainbow baby. I can't even believe the difference a year makes. I will never be the same after what happened, and I will never look at pregnancy the same or take it for granted. But I have learned that we all can have hope of finally holding our babies in our arms, and that time heals...a little. I didn't know if it was ok to come back and thank you all, but I am living proof things can turn around if you don't lose hope. I still lurk here every day, and I pray for your BFPs! Thanks again, ladies!

[shen7]

How wonderful that you are about to welcome your rainbow baby!!!!! I, for one, appreciate your words, and your prayers. I hope that many of us, including me!, will also get to graduate soon!

Congratulations and best wishes for your little one...

[ohnicole]

I am so glad that this year has made such a difference for you The ladies here are great, that's for sure!

[ldovey83]

I do remember you... I am glad that you found peace and comfort here.. Good luck with y our csection tomorrow.. Keep us updated on your recovery and your new addition...

[sarha81]

Reading your post was like an injection of hope! If only I can be walking in your shoes a year from now. This is what I will hold onto during those dark times! Thanks for sharing your wonderful news and good luck on your special day when you get to kiss your peanut!

[missy123]

Wow, you are having the baby already? Time flies! Congratulations and make sure to post pictures

xoxoxo

[.:Shortcake:.]

Kelly I am so happy for you! I can't believe your having your rainbow baby already! Time sure does fly. I can't wait to see pictures and I'd love to make you another siggy once the little one is here

[SkyBaby]

That means so much to me, Kelly! Thanks so much for the prayers! Congratulations!!!!!