Ok so we are so not TTCAL just so you know.
But last Friday, Saturday I was feeling all frisky and had lots of CM. I should have known that wasn't a good sign but I wasn't thinking. DH and I DTD Saturday

(its a scary thing for us). Well now the CM is mostly gone and even though the online calculators put me ovulating around the 15th I honestly think it was last weekend. I know its probably nothing but I can't stop thinking about the possibility. DH doesn't want to try again but I would love to have another and actually lately have been feeling like I wouldn't even mind trying again. I know I won't know anything until the end of the month but its all I can think about it seems. The thought that it might happen, the possibility, the chance..... OK well that is my thoughts and I just had to share them with someone that would understand that strange desire to have another baby and the fear of it at the same time. And the hope for an oops so there isn't any stress. Thanks for reading if you read this far.