After testing yesterday i was really hoping i was testing too early but today confirm that was not the case , Af decided to show up as im shopping for dd 1st bday party , nothing like ruining the day some what , i guess i just had a feeling but was hoping i was wrong. No May baby for me.
The last two weeks have been pure hell, but im glad its over ,its no longer comsuming me and my thoughts and the need POAS every day of ever hr.
you know i never really knew what you ladies went thru waiting , as ive never had to wait to try again, but wow , it is a feeling i dont like

and i cant imagine how its been for you mamas who have had to try again and again..
anyways thanks for letting me mini vent