[MeganMomof5]

Last post miscarriage AF came 9 days after my bleeding stopped, which was still almost 2 months after my miscarriage...Well i'm now coming up on 2 months, my bleeding stopped 9 days ago...I had the spotting last week, and now NOTHING!!!!...I also wasn't as far along in my last pregnancy as the one before, so you'd think that AF would come sooner? I've also been on a diet, well not really a diet, just eating healthy, and walking...I don't think that would have anything to do with it, as i'm not losing a ton of weight (I know weight can affect your cycle)...I'm thinking I might make another doctor's appointment...I know that my cycle shouldn't matter, as i'm not TTC right now, but I was hoping I could at least start charting and keeping track of my cycle, and maybe get 2 or 3 in before I ttc.

then another part of me, is worried that I'm pregnant...I was told by my doctors to NOT get pregnant, which is fine, I know I need to wait...Last week after we DTD I took and OPK and i'd call it almost positive, or positive (the last batch of OPK's I had never got very dark)...My boobs started hurting, which is always an early pg sign for me, and i'm hungry for no reason at all...I know that doesn't mean anything, but in my mind I can't help but think this way...I guess it's from TTC for almost 3 years, my mind just can't get out of that kind of thinking...I know it's not possible, it can't be, and I don't want it to be..Then I think well what if it is, i'm stupid, i'll probably another miscarriage

sorry for my complaining, this month and next are just such bad months, and tomorrow marks 1 year since I last saw little Ella alive, and found out she was a girl...I think it was the last 100% happy day of my life...Thursday is the one year anniversary of my surgery too...I can't help but remember all these events so vivdly because this week last year is the start of the events that chaged my life forever....Thanks for letting me get it all out.

[ohnicole]

Awww, Megan, I'm so sorry that you're having a rough time right now I think September seems to be a horrible, evil month for a lot of us around here. Huge hugs are coming your way, honey

I think that if you need to call the doctor and get some peace of mind about AF, go ahead and do so. But a loss alone can really screw up your cycle (I didn't get AF for 3 months after my D&C), so I'm sure that a loss plus your bleeding issues could cause some irregularity. If you are worried about a pg, why not take a test and ease your mind?

I hope that you start feeling better soon.

[JessP]

I am so sorry you are having all this stress. I hope AF shows for you soon just for some peace of mind. I agree calling the dr is a good option if you can.

[missy123]

I am so sorry Megan. It hurts so much and no one seems to understand and thats all we want is for the pain to all go away and feel some sort of normalcy. Everything seems such a struggle and we just want a break... ((Hugs)) It is so hard.

[zkat]

I am so sorry! You may find your cylces are a little wacky, especially until you get the anemia under control. I hope you get it all worked out very soon!

Kat.

[HopefulMommy81]

Megan! I don't know what to tell you about your cycles except maybe because it was the second miscarriage in a close amount of time that it will take longer to get regular again? I'm glad you stopped bleeding though!
And I'm so sorry that this time of year is going to prove to be difficult for you, hon. We're here for you always though! PM me here or on FB if you need ANYTHING!

[MeganMomof5]

Oh i'm not anemic anymore...My last blood draw was good, and that was when I was still bleeding...I stopped taking my iron last week, but i'm still taking prenatals...I'm pretty sure i'm not anemic, I actually feel really healthy...Any way, thanks guys...I feel like I complain so much, but you guys are the only ones that understand...I can't really talk about this kind of stuff with my friends, family or even my husband...I started to take baby asprin today, just in case...I'll stop it as soon as my cycle comes.