[Celena]

My nipples are so sore, boobs ache, major cramps today and I'm nervous!

Our ultimate goal is getting pregnant, but right now the thought of it actually happening is scaring the ***** out of me. Not that I expect it to have happened reguardless of the possible eps/ips.

[Banned-a brand new laura]

Good luck Celena! T&P!

[Celena]

Thanks for your well wishes, thoughts & prayers Laura. I'm so nervous it might finally happen this cycle and the flood of emotions.... If so I pray it's a healthy stuck I'm the right place Beaner!

In the same breath of being scared n nervous I have a fluttery excitement in my tummy.... Oh I so hope this is it!!!! Perhaps it would e plain my moods swinging like Tarzan from the jungle vines!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Celena praying this is it for you love! And I know I'm so excited thinking that maybe I'll get pg this cycle but I'm nervous as all get out too!

[ashj_1218]

It would be weirder if you WEREN'T nervous. It is so exciting and scary and delightful all in the same breath that it would only make sense that you would be nervous about a pregnancy. And the baby. I am seriously rooting for you over here...I really hope this is your month. Honestly more than I hope it is mine You so deserve a little sticky bean, right where it needs to be. I really hope your BFP shows up and you get to enjoy all the good feelings of that roller coaster ride!

[missy123]

I HOPE YOU ARE PREGNANT AND IT WILL BE SCARY AND IT WILL ALSO BE OK BECAUSE WE ARE HERE FOR YOU AND LOVE YOU!!! (and yes, I was yelling!)

Love you!!

[ohnicole]

Celena, I am hoping with every part of me that this is your month

It's so normal to be scared of getting pregnant, but holding that little rainbow baby in your arms will make all the anger, all the sadness, and all the fear worth it! You deserve this to be your month, Celena!!!

[shen7]

YES Celena!!!! I'm so rooting for you!!!!! Let's both get our sticky beans in the right place!!!!!!!! I am sending you MAJOR BFP, womby, sticky vibes right now.....

[msshamis23]

*sticky sticky sticky dust* I really hope this is your month Celena!!!!!

[Pitridge]

I hope this is for you

[ldovey83]

I can totally understand you being scared out of your mind and excited.. All those feelings are pretty normal when you are TTCAL... I am wishing you the best of luck Celena, and I hope this is your month.. When are you testing?
:d ust::f ingerscrossed:

[SkyBaby]

I so hope this is your sticky bfp, Celena!!!! Maybe all this stuff you're feeling is a good sign!!!

OMG I've been nervous too!! Not to mention very restless at night. I'll be really tired, and close my eyes and expect to go to sleep, but nothing. I'll lay there with my eyes closed for hours and not sleep. I've been getting mood swings up the yin yang too.

[Micksbabe]

I hope this is your month I totally get the feeling of anxiety but it is still exciting at the same time

[Celena]

Thanks ladies..... temp drop this am, so it could be fluke body things going on since taking the soy it might make my LP pms symptoms apparent. I don't usually get pms or anything like that so this could be a new thing from the soy. So I'm back to my usual self today and the feelings fizzled out. LOL, trying to remain neutral and not go either way today.

Kira, YES! I hope this is it for you honey...

Ya know, I usually block stuff feelings like this during a cycle.... besides the usual roller coaster, but for some reason it's surfacing and perhaps it's because last week was my EDD (totally SHUT OUT those feelings, self preservation)

Lindsey, I've been using inet cheapies. BFN's... trying to hold out hope that I'll be my usual not getting a + until AF day, however had a temp drop this am.

Nicole, I think you're right... all those horrible feelings will finally melt that iceberg down most of the way when our little rainbow baby if in our arms safely.

That's another thing that scares me, on my way to work the other day I was thinking ok so what if I don't miscarry but carry our baby to term went over my edd and he/she was stillborn... I know I shouldn't think like that, but it has crossed my mind since my grandma & aunt on mom's side had it happen as well as on my dad's side. I know the chances are slim and I shouldn't think that way... guess ttcal makes all sorts of fears come out.

MISSY you're an eternal optimist!!! I love you for you and all the wonderfulness that makes you up... no matter what you're always a positive force radiating your love, compassion and optimism!!! Thank you for being such a great friend, all the time!

Katie, we're nervous Nelly's thanks honeybunches!

Ash, I was optimistic with our last babe... kept saying this is the one and to find out it nestled into my tube was devastating. Sure hope the fear doesn't effect a sticky bean, ever...

[Pitridge]

Originally Posted by Celena

That's another thing that scares me, on my way to work the other day I was thinking ok so what if I don't miscarry but carry our baby to term went over my edd and he/she was stillborn... I know I shouldn't think like that, but it has crossed my mind since my grandma & aunt on mom's side had it happen as well as on my dad's side. I know the chances are slim and I shouldn't think that way... guess ttcal makes all sorts of fears come out.

That was my biggest fear when I was pg with ds.....
I so hope this is your month.

[MeganMomof5]

I really hope this is it for you Celena...I'll be doing the BFP dance for you! I understand how you feel...Even though you want to be pregnant, it's sooo scary!!!.

[ldovey83]

Celena I hope the temp drop was nothing and AF stays away for a 9 month vacation.. HUGE hugs.. I am keeping my fingers crossed for you..

[MamaRN]

Celena what DPO are you? Maybe it's an implantation dip?

I will say that the two months I took soy I had very sore boobs and I never do with PMS (only did when PG with my daughter.) the first month I was so sure I was PG and the next month when it happened again I was like 'yeah, whatever.'

I hope this is it for you! I am praying for you.