[TTCin2010]

Sorry I haven't been posting as much, I am really struggling. I read several times a day, but I don't always have it in me to respond. I hate that we are all in this crappy situation. I am trying not to obsess over our loss or getting a BFP but its hard.

We learned that Dh's low sperm count is caused by a Varicocele, A Varicocele is swelling in the veins above the testies. Its very common and typically causes no pain. Thankfully it is very correctable. So hubby will be going under the knife in October. It typically takes a few months for the little buggers to start swimming correctly after surgery. Lets hope my endo does not grow back in the mean time. Over the next few months my plan it to try and relax some on the baby making.

[ohnicole]

I hope that your DH's surgery does the trick and you guys have your BFP in no time!

I'm sorry that you're having a rough time. Sometimes it just hits you harder than others. I've also had periods where I got quiet on JM because I was just feeling down. We're all here for you when you feel up to coming back

[msshamis23]

I'm sorry, that it's not been easy right now. I really hope your DH has a quick and healthy recovery.

I've had times like that too--where I didn't want to post, but I still looked.

*hugshugshugs*

I'm glad that the situation could be easily corrected, and that you found out what was going on. I hope you get your BFP soon after as well!

[Halfbaked]

I'm feeling down right now too and although I read, I haven't been posting much. It's hard to be positive for others when you are feeling down.

I hope the surgery is quick & painless for your dh and you end up with a bfp soon. I'll be sending stay away endo vibes your way.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs! Its hard to relax when you feel as if it will never happen. Thinking of you hun and if you ever need to talk please feel free to PM me.