I am getting geared up to O the last two days I have had watery CM and today I started feeling more.....you know.sexual per say

.. So I know what is coming, but here is the downer part.......

Even though I am close to ovulating, it's a no go...


DH is taking no chances in the baby making so he is pulling out, and although I know it is for the best right now till I know what is causing our losses, it is hitting me kind of hard..

.. I don't want to be just hangin out cycle watching.. I want to be trying again,

.. Sorry this is just getting to me and has my emotions all in a panty wad..
