[okiliz]

Well, today was CD 30, still getting BFNs and I have no signs or impending PMS, so I started the provera my DR. gave me to start my AF . I have PCOS , so even before I lost the twins my cycles were irregular, sometimes they would come every 30-35 days, sometimes every 40 days, and soemtimes not at all for a month or two . I was not expecting this cycle to work.... but I am still bummed that I did not get pregnant .. Now, I am so sad that I have to take provera again to start AF.. I was hoping things would normalize but I guess not . I will take 20 mg a day for 5 days and then AF normally starts 2-5 days later . October there will be no TTC cause hubby will be gone but then in november we are doing another IUI . My question is, I got pregnant with the twins after starting my cycle with provera... I am not worried about this cycle because of our little deployment break but I am worried about november.. If my AF does nto start by day 30, I will take provera again to start AF.. Dos that mean that I will miscarry again because the cycle was started by provera and did not come on it's own? does that raise my chances for a loss? I am just so nervous.. We did several cycles of clomid and it did not work, one cycle of HMG injections and that did not work and then on our first IUI we got pregnant with the twins.. I guess I am just worried that it will be harder this time.. I mean over all I have a good feeling about it.. I am just nervous.. Thanks guys !!

[ohnicole]

I'm sorry that your cycles are irregular and that you have to use the Provera to start AF I don't really have any experience with Provera, but I think that you have a good chance to get pregnant off a cycle that starts with Provera. I am keeping my fingers crossed that your first IUI works!

[okiliz]

Thank you !! I hope so .. I was just not sure and I am tired of people/family thinking somehting is wrong with me .. My sisters in law won't ven speak to me since my miscarriage.. 1 is due in a week and the other a month before I was.. So it's a super hard time.. I don't ahve anything to prove.. but at the same time I feel like I have to prove to myself that even though I have two daughters, I can still carry another baby to term.. it's.... rough right now