a bittersweet day

MeganMomof5 · #1 September 30th, 2010, 07:30 AM

I just had to share...Last year on September 30th, it was a week after my surgery...I remember like it was yesterday sitting on the floor feeling my baby girl move...It was strong movements, and lots of them..It was nothing like I had felt with her before...It happened about 3 times early that day...I never felt her move again

...I think that's when she died...It's so sad to think that it's been a year since her heart stopped beating...I wish I would of known that day, but feeling her move actually made me happy, when I should of been sad...Her birthday is in 2 weeks

Celena · #2 September 30th, 2010, 08:01 AM

Megan honey I'm so so so sorry

you are such a miraculously strong woman. Thank you for sharing those very important memorial moments frozen in time. Hope that in some small way talking about it helps your heart feel a little bit less of the burden of pain. We all are here for you and love you Megan!

Pitridge · #3 September 30th, 2010, 08:06 AM

Megan...I'm so sorry.......

I'm sorry I don't know what to say, I just want you to know that I here for you. HUGS

Brittanie · #4 September 30th, 2010, 08:08 AM

I think back on the last times I felt Cora move, and it was the same as you. I was happy and reassured when I should have been worried. But how could we have known?

ldovey83 · #5 September 30th, 2010, 10:42 AM

Awwww Megan.. Lots and lots of hugs hun.,..

You have been in my thoughts and will continue to be as you go through this time... We love ya woman, and we are all here for ya!! Feel free to vent all you need too..