[okiliz]

So AF started tonight, which means I get to call in the morning to make my CD 3 appointment.. I am super excited,nervous and sad ... I am scared that it won't work this time, or that it will and I will feel guilty... like it is wrong of me to move on.. I know I have to.. and while I am happy AF showed and I get to try again.. I guess I am just.. Super nervous.. Our first IUI worked.. The dr thinks this one will too or so he indicated last time.. I have to see a new doc for the 1st and 2nd visit but then I should be back with my old one .. I hope he does not do anything differently.. Plus Tomorrow is our 4 year anniversary and we went out to dinner tonight to celebrate.. AF started in the middle of said dinner.. Then i got my customary headache I always get with AF for some reason.. We came home and found out that the kids and our baby sitter let our yellow lab out and he ran away .. Called animal control and the MPs and no one has called about him or turned him in so i guess that is good.. maybe he will come back .. He is micro chipped but our number with the vet is out of date so i will call them and leave a message .. I pray and hope he comes home.. he is my 2 year old's best friend... ahh the ups and downs of life :-)

[missy123]

I am so sorry about your furbaby and that you are going through all of this. Hang onto your dream of having another baby, and hold faith in god to carry you through these hard times. ((Hugs))

[okiliz]

Thank you !!! They found him last night and turned him in to animal control on base this morning so hubby is picking him up shortly :-)