New to this section of the boards :(

LindseyE117 · #1 October 3rd, 2010, 08:03 AM

Over a week ago I got my BFP after 2 years of TTC with my hubby. It was a long, stressfull, and bumpy road for us and we were so excited about the pregnancy. Well everything seemed to be going wel,l and I went in last Friday to do my confirmation appointment with my doctor. He came in and congradulated us on being pregnant, and seeing how I was 5 weeks along, they did an u/s to check on everything. Well, there was no baby in the uterus, and they thought they saw either a cyst or the baby on my overies. So there was an eptopic pregnancy scare. I had to take blood tests to see my HCG progress. I would have known something tomorrow if it was a viable pregnancy or not.

Well last night around 7pm, I saw a little bit of pink when I wiped. I freaked but decided I was going to try and hold off until Monday. I was not hurting or anything. Well I woke up close to midnight and I was bleeding bright red blood. I had my hubby take me to the emergency room because I was scared of the eptopic. No baby on u/s and they think it was a follicle on my overies, not a baby. My levels were only 139 too. For being almost 5 1/2 weeks, the doctor pretty much told me I miscarried and to just go into my OB tomorrow to see our options. We are devestated. I have never experienced a loss before and we are taking it badly.

I want to try again so that I do not have to wait 2 years again, but my husband is taking it worse than me. I guess we will see what will happen tomorrow at the doctors.

LisaG825 · #2 October 3rd, 2010, 08:06 AM

I am so sorry about your loss. I hope your doctor can tell you more tomorrow. The ladies here are wonderful and will be able to help you through so much. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

luvmykids623 · #3 October 3rd, 2010, 08:13 AM

I'm so so sorry for your loss!

The emotions that go along with a loss are so intense, and I'm sorry you have to know what this is like. The ladies here really are fantastic. I hope you're able to find some comfort here. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers!

TTCin2010 · #4 October 3rd, 2010, 08:16 AM

I am sorry for your loss.

msshamis23 · #5 October 3rd, 2010, 08:22 AM

I'm sorry for you loss hon. But you have indeed found the right place. This place is like water in the middle of the Sahara desert.

*hugs*

okiliz · #6 October 3rd, 2010, 08:22 AM

I am so very sorry to hear about your loss !! it is extrememly hard on your heart and soul . the ladies here have really been heping me since my loss 4 months ago .. It will get better although it does not feel like it will right now . Cry,yell, be silent , when ever you feel the need to !! I hope you feel better

Servilia · #7 October 3rd, 2010, 09:33 AM

I'm so sorry, it really is heartbreaking

LindseyE117 · #8 October 3rd, 2010, 10:03 AM

Thank you. I am trying to go about my day and be as normal as possible. It just sucks because tomorrow is our wedding anniversary. What a way to spend it.

.:Shortcake:. · #9 October 3rd, 2010, 10:36 AM

HUGS! I am so sorry for your loss. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers. I would have your doctor tomorrow to do another scan just to confirm that it's not ectopic. Please update us when you can.

~InHisHands~ · #10 October 3rd, 2010, 01:22 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss.

ashj_1218 · #11 October 3rd, 2010, 04:06 PM

Gosh, I HATE reading all of these stories of how we are so excited for our LO's, only to have the hopes smashed back down. I am sooooo sorry to hear about your loss. It really does completely suck to have to come to this room, but I will say the women on here have helped me so very much in the last few months. I don't know where I would be without them. Let those emotions out, keep us updated.