Update on me

.:Shortcake:. · #1 October 4th, 2010, 10:31 AM

I had my doctor's appointment today... I haven't updated until now because I think I'm still in shock. They drew blood and I won't get the results until 4pm for that but she did and exam and I'm starting to bleed. My cervix is opening and she said I'm having another loss. I really don't think it hit me yet. The doctor said we can still TTC but she wants to investigate further. As soon as my insurance approves it I will be tested for all/any blood clotting disorders. She also wants me taking progesterone for 10 days after I ovulate. I will be getting BT 7dpo every cycle. She says she knows there is something wrong we just need to figure out what it is. DH is also getting a SA. (*He has been fighting that since day one. And at this point I told him he doesn't have a choice. I have been through hell and back with tests and surgeries. He IS getting tested.) So that is my update. Not what I wanted to hear today... I still haven't cried yet. My mom asked me if I wanted to come home with her and I said no. I just want to continue on. I know it will hit me... but right now I just can't deal with it.

MeganMomof5 · #2 October 4th, 2010, 10:34 AM

oh, i'm sooooo sorry

(((Hugs)))...I know it wont help, but I hope you can get some answers, and find out what's wrong so you don't have to have another loss...We are here for you.

Pitridge · #3 October 4th, 2010, 10:40 AM

I'm so sorry........

I agree, I know it won't help you now, but I hope that the test determine what's going on so that they can do something and you don't have to suffer through another loss again.
I'm so sorry hon....

Halfbaked · #4 October 4th, 2010, 10:45 AM

I'm so sorry. I hate that we have to have so much happen to us before anyone will figure out what's going in. I hope you get some answers and are able to ttc without anymore losses.

BeccaM · #5 October 4th, 2010, 10:46 AM

Oh Katie I am so sorry. I hope they are able to find some answers soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you. We are here for you.

Toots216 · #6 October 4th, 2010, 11:23 AM

I am so, so sorry to read this. I really hope you get some answers soon, I can only imagine how heartbreaking and frustrating this must be for you.

Celena · #7 October 4th, 2010, 11:32 AM

Katie

I'm deeply sad, sorry with & for you right now. Can't believe that this is happening to you honey. My heart broke in a million pieces to read this and think we're all crying for you right now. This isn't fair, not that there is any fair to this whole journey but dang it... it's good your doctor is going to go thru ALL the testing, I hope she does the genetic chromosomal as well as all the clotting. Did she said she was doing thyroid too? (I cannot remember if you've already done that)

Btw, glad that you finally got DH for the SA... there has to be something somewhere that she can find and who knows it might very well have something to do with DH's swimmers. My RE was telling me about how some abnormalities like that can cause recurrent loss. Just hope there is something easily treatable that she finds.

Katie you are s STRONG STRONG soul and your strength amazes me

I love you dearly and always pray the best for you. Now more than ever! Please don't hesitate to PM if you need me any time and any day.

I'm so sorry honey, can't say it enough.

TTCin2010 · #8 October 4th, 2010, 11:34 AM

I am so sorry. I hope you get answers soon. Hugs

ohnicole · #9 October 4th, 2010, 12:44 PM

Katie, I'm so sorry

I'm so glad that you are getting the rest of the testing done, and I am hoping that you find something that's easy to fix. Huge hugs!

ldovey83 · #10 October 4th, 2010, 01:37 PM

Awww Katie

This is so unfair!! I just wrote on the other thread for an update and then saw this.. My heart is breaking for you.. It took some time for me to grieve also.. I still have a hard time.. I hope that when your DR does the testing that she finds the answers that you want and that will get you one step closer to your sticky bean...

LisaG825 · #11 October 4th, 2010, 03:05 PM

I am so sorry. I wish there was something that I could do. I really hope you get some answers soon!

#12 October 4th, 2010, 03:07 PM

I am terribly sorry Katie, I just don't know what to say

shen7 · #13 October 4th, 2010, 03:38 PM

I'm so sorry Katie!!.....

I would be in shock too. Sometimes it's just too much to process and you just can't react at all.

I hope the new approach helps you get your very very sticky BFP soon... it sounds like your doc is taking good care of you...

~InHisHands~ · #14 October 4th, 2010, 05:26 PM

Nooooooooooo, not again!

Banned-a brand new laura · #15 October 4th, 2010, 07:11 PM

I LOVE YOU KATIE!

momof6lopez · #16 October 4th, 2010, 08:24 PM

Thinking about you Katie.......Im so sorry.

okiliz · #17 October 4th, 2010, 08:55 PM

You are in my thoughts .. I am so sorry you have to go through this again :-(

Servilia · #18 October 4th, 2010, 09:10 PM

I'm so sorry, it's not fair at all

.:Shortcake:. · #19 October 5th, 2010, 03:10 AM

Thank you ladies. Your support means the world to me. DH said to me this morning you seem to be taking this better than the other ones. But really I'm not. I'm in shock, I'm numb. I know I have to continue on, even though the thought of going through it again hurts so badly, the thought of never holding my child in my arms hurts more.

@Celena you are the sweetest woman ever. You are always here when one of us needs you and I want you to know how much it truly does mean to me. I Love you girl!

@Laura I love you too hunnie!

And please ladies, no reason to turn your tickers off. You are my hope, my inspiration and you keep me going