Thanks guys! It's really hitting me today
Brittanie, I remember the first time I went to the stillbirth board

it's weird that it's been a year, so much has happened...In one way it's gone by so fast, and in another it seems like it's been a lifetime
Celena, the weather has been almost the same every day out of all the dates i've been going through...It's supposed to rain thursday on Ella's birthday, and i'm really glad about that...It was sunny the day she was born...I wasn't outside, but I remember looking out the window in my hospital room at the perfectly blue skys, and hating it all