[okiliz]

I am having a hard time waiting for the 2 WW to be over .I had my Trigger shot on Thrsday( at least 5 mature follies, maybe a few more)IUI early Friday afternoon (Hubby's post wash was 110mil,90.9 motile ), started ovlating very late Friday evening( ouch !!!)and I started my progesterone suppositories friday night before bed . ..

Sometimes I think that after I lost the twins, the only thing that kept me going was the thought that I could try again . It was devistating when I had to have a 2nd D&C and had complications from that and ended up in the hospital . They told me I would have to add another month onto the 2 months they had said after the 1st D&C . Then when things fell together and hubby did not have to deploy and we were given the go ahead to try this month I rejoiced !!! Thinking it has to happen for us now, everything was lining up from the timing to the financial factors . But then I was active in being able to do everything I could to get pregnant again . Now I have done all I can and ......

One minute I am sure that it worked.. the next I am not so sure . like, how could it not and how could it . my husband and I were talking last night and we were like, if it was going to happen the egg and sperm have already met, cells are now growing and they are on their way down my tubes .. what will be will be and there is nothing else I can do to make it better or worse !!!

The dr said even though my lining was slightly thin(7.4) on trigger day I still have a decent chance and last time we did the IUI it worked on the first try with only 3 follies and a lower count from hubby . I am hoping that means it will work the same this time , only that we get to keep the babies or baby this time . Sorry for runnign on, was just wondering if anyone is going through this right now or wanted to hear from someone who has gone through it. I am now 3dpo . to all !!!!

[Celena]

Oh heck ya go check out the cycle groups in the Cycle Group sub-forum up top... jump in the thread!!!

[okiliz]

I am still kind of new at the whole forum thing , I just got the hand of posting quick reply versus go advanced . Between my ineptness with anything to do with the computer and the stress of our first 2ww since our loss , i guess i just did not realize there was a thread up top for the 2 WW, so i asked my question/vent here I hope I did not upset anyone .