I just want to cry

Pitridge · #1 October 19th, 2010, 09:21 AM

went to the bathroom and a bit of pinkish on the toilet paper. I guess AF it's on its way.....I'm so upset right now, we might have lost our chance...Dh leaves in 3 weeks. I'm hoping to have one more chance at this. I'm going to try the soy (hopefully can O early next cycle) and the geritol, keep taking B6.

MeganMomof5 · #2 October 19th, 2010, 09:26 AM

how many DPO are you? it could be implantation spotting, i've had that happen in my last 3 pregnancies...don't give up yet!

(((hugs)))

Pitridge · #3 October 19th, 2010, 09:28 AM

I know I shouldn't...it's so hard to keep hope that it's implantation bleeding. I'm about 8-9 dpo I think, so I know it's possible. I'm sorry, I'm just so depress.

Celena · #4 October 19th, 2010, 09:40 AM

Patty I'm sorry honey

I want to say keep your chin up because it could be IB and the witch hasn't come yet so there's STILL a chance. Altho I always prepare myself for the worst... so I don't have tons of room to talk lol.

I'm throwing rock at the witch to stay AWAY for 9 months ~~@ ~~@ ~~@

buh bye and bring on the

.:Shortcake:. · #5 October 19th, 2010, 09:41 AM

HUGS! Try to stay positive (I know it's hard). Praying it's implantation spotting for you!

Pitridge · #6 October 19th, 2010, 09:44 AM

Thanks girls

ldovey83 · #7 October 19th, 2010, 09:46 AM

I know the feeling Patty... Hang in there.. I really hope it is implatation bleeding.. HUGS

TTCin2010 · #8 October 19th, 2010, 10:06 AM

Crossing my fingers that its ib.

*~ Joni ~* · #9 October 19th, 2010, 10:42 AM

Hoping it's IB

ohnicole · #10 October 19th, 2010, 11:36 AM

Patty, I know how hard it is to keep hope when you see that spotting, but it is NOT over yet!!!!!!!!

Micksbabe · #11 October 19th, 2010, 01:46 PM

I hope it is IB!! I had when spotting starts it is such a downer

msshamis23 · #12 October 19th, 2010, 02:27 PM

*hugs*

I agree with everyone! It's not over til the witch fully flies!

It's really hard to keep positive, especially here. But try to keep your chin up, and all of us ladies will be chanting to keep AF away from you for a long long time!

Brittanie · #13 October 19th, 2010, 02:37 PM

I just want to add my prayers to all the other ladies! Do you usually start spotting around this time on a regular, not-pregnancy cycle?

asunflower · #14 October 19th, 2010, 03:06 PM

I have had spotting before even when I was pregnant. I would get so upset and think AF was here but then there was no full signs and a few days later I would test and get a BFP! Good luck!

charliesmom · #15 October 19th, 2010, 07:41 PM

Don't give up yet!!! Keep your faith!! Big hugs to you!

okiliz · #16 October 19th, 2010, 08:41 PM

I tend to think like that as well but you can't give up !!! I've had IB spotting and freaked out.. I am also the kind of person who will run to the toilet to see if there is anything that should not be there in early pregnancy.. Your baby feels what you feel so try to stay grounded and positive , so they do too . I know it is super hard.. You are pregnant with a healthy baby , just keep repeating that !!!

luvmykids623 · #17 October 20th, 2010, 03:42 AM

I'm praying it's IB!!

IAMommy · #18 October 20th, 2010, 07:21 AM

Patty - I hope it is just ib I am crossing my fingers and toes for a BFP for you very soon!!

Pitridge · #19 October 20th, 2010, 07:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Brittanie

I just want to add my prayers to all the other ladies! Do you usually start spotting around this time on a regular, not-pregnancy cycle?

I been having irregular cycles, since I stopped BF, I O on CD18 AF shows up 7-8 days after. So, by that, yes this spotting is normal. But if I go by the normal AF that I use to have, it's not.
Spotting stopped yesterday, and nothing so far this morning. But I'm having all AF symptoms. I got the soy yesterday and excited to give it a try this cycle, hope it works.
Sam-Thanks, I miss you.