[Halfbaked]

I took the family to church. *sigh* I swear half the women there are either pregnant or just had a baby. I was tearing up and had to keep wiping my eyes. I really wanted to get up and leave but was stuck in a row between 2 pregnant ladies that looked like they would pop if I made them move. They then passed around a sign up sheet to take dinner to someone that just had her baby. It didn't help that right before that, my DH told me he had a dream where I was pregnant and made it to term.

When I got home, I went in my room and just cried. Now I have a huge headache and just feel miserable. Why can't life be more fair?

[ohnicole]

I'm sorry, Rebecca Huge hugs!

[Joanna1127]

big hugs!

I know how you feel. I know so many people who are pregnant and some that are even due right when I would have been too. Its hard, very hard.

[ldovey83]

Rebecca I am so sorry hun... Many many hugs. I know the feeling.. I swear just yesterday I ran into 3 pregnant women while at the store..Hang in there and stay positive.. You will get your rainbow baby..

[Brittanie]

going back to church after Cora was born was so hard. SO many pregnant ladies and new babies. *sigh*

[missy123]

((Hugs)) I am so sorry... It is hard watching everyone have their babies when we so desperately want one. It isn't fair. Try to get some rest tonight. ((more hugs))

[SkyBaby]

I'm sorry sweetie!! I know how it feels. That's kinda why I stopped going for a while. Take some time for you and do stuff you want to do. If they want to go to church, that's great. Maybe just take them and drop them off? My husband is very understanding and actually he stays home with me when I explain why i don't want to go. I bet yours will be understanding too.

[ashj_1218]

Yup, life is incredibly not fair. When I go visit my previous place of work...I want to scream and cry. There are a bunch of women who are pregnant and having addiction issues. I know that they are trying to do right by their babies...but I want to know why they get to have 5,6,7,8,9 kids, when I get one and desperately want to give him a sibling. Or why some folks, like Celena, will be such a great mom and has to wait YEARS to get her baby. It is just not fair.

I am so sorry it was such a hard experience. God knows you are there even if you can't go to church. Just so you don't feel obligated to attend when it is so hard.

[Pitridge]

I'm so sorry....
When I came back to work after the m/c, I had a group of Grad students talking in my office about how one of them was having a baby shower, and baby names, I had to excuse myself and go to the bathroom to cry.
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[Celena]

Rebecca how are you doing today honey?

I'm so sorry that it's hurting your heart so badly yesterday with all of them, the signup sheet. Dh's dream should help your hope grow inside... it's true, it's going to happen for you honey!! I don't know when and the journey there might be hell, but you will get your rainbow baby.

I can sorta relate, my heart is heavy today and my emotions are running high... just so very much want it to be our turn too. It doesn't seem fair does it?