[ldovey83]

Lastnight I was talking with DH.. I was telling him that our son was wanting me to play with him all day yesterday and how I feel so bad for not giving him a brother or sister yet, and how he needs one, and DH said well it is up to you if you want to start trying again, but just remember if you loose another one it is going to be just as if not more upsetting, and that he didn't want to keep killing our babies.. So I am torn cause I don't know what is causing me to keep loosing the babies, and I don't want to do that anymore if it is my body killing them, but then again I want to trust God, and believe that He can work a miracle.. So I feel so selfish... I don't know it is really upsetting me and tearing me in two almost...

[ohnicole]

Lindsey, I wish I could do something to make you feel better It is SO hard to wait to TTC- I honestly don't even know if I could do it... so you are really strong, hon. It must be so hard on you- I can't even imagine. As hard as it is, you have to do what's best for yourself and your family. We love you, Lindsey!

[missy123]

I have a million thoughts running through my head and I will need to come back to this but I want to say to you Lindsay, you have been through so much in the past year and through it all held your head up high. You should be proud of yourself. If I was you I would not give up on your dream. Love you girl!

[Brittanie]

This has got to be such a hard thing to decide. I mean, you can only take so much grief. I'll be praying for you honey. It's not selfish to want another child, but not want to go through another loss.

[luvmykids623]

I just want to give you great big !! You are not selfish at all! I'm praying for a miracle baby for you!

[ldovey83]

Thank you ladies.. You are all so great... This is definitely something that I am going to keep tossing back and forth, and I really want to feel DH out on it..