[hubshope]

Hi Ladies, I know I am not around much at all anymore so most of you don't remember me.
Steve and I are still TTC #3. I was sure this month was/is my month. Tomorrow AF is supposed to arrive...got another BFN this morning. So disheartened.

I have no real AF symptoms...and I've had an awful metallic taste in my mouth for about a week or more....same as every other pregnancy.

This is EXACTLY how things went down last August, which turned out to be my miscarriage.

This has been a very long year....and the longest 2WW ever. I just had a feeling about this month.

Thanks for listening to me whine. I'm thinking that once AF shows her ugly face I'm going to the local shelter and adopting a dog and just giving up. I just can't handle this anymore.

[ohnicole]

I'm so sorry for your loss and that you've been TTC for so long. I have a similar timeline to you, and it is just so hard. I hate the cycles where I just feel like this is 'our month'. The disappointment is always so much worse.

If you feel like a furbaby would cheer you up, why not find a cutie to adopt and then see how you feel after that? Those little doggie kisses are really great!

[hubshope]

Thank you, Nicole. I'm sorry that you are going through all of this as well, and for as long...even longer it looks like. (((big warm hugs))))

This has been the hardest month because I really was just so sure. I do think a big ol' furr baby could cheer me up...maybe it's what I need...and the boys would love a dog.

Thank you for reading my post and offering support. I'm really in a bad place today...

[*SamF*]

I'm sorry- I hate BFN cycles.
I can see how a big slobbery puppy kiss can help though.

[Pitridge]

A big wet kiss will do the trick, and bring tons of smiles.
I'm sorry TTC journey has been so hard....the months where we think, this is it, and then you get BFN are very hard....

[MeganMomof5]

((((hugs)))) I'm sorry your feeling down...Just remember you aren't out till the witch shows...i've gotten BFN before and then a BFP the next day...GL and we are hear anytime you need to whine/vent

[hubshope]

Thank you girls for being sweet and supportive. Of course I see all your struggles and I just feel so awful for all of you as well. When TTC is not easy and does not result in holding a precious bundle it just is hard and not very much fun at all.

Of course as always I will keep you all in my prayers that you all get your sweet little babies as well.

[Halfbaked]

I'm so sorry you're feeling so down. I hope a furbaby will help you to smile. Hang in there.

[hubshope]

Thank you. I'm still waiting for either a positive result or for AF...waiting is hard and stressful. My doctor will not see me until at least Monday if AF still has not shown by then.

[hubshope]

Well, the light brown spotting has turned a much more burgundy color...still not much of it, but there's a reddish hue to it. So I believe I'm out of the game again...if not for good at least for a while. I figure by days end AF will officially be here.



Thank you for beig there for me this week, Ladies. I really do appreciate it. So hope you all get positives very, very soon. I will pray for you. (((hugs to you all)))
Thanks for being so welcoming to me this week...I needed that.

[*SamF*]