[lindsey2000k]

I keep finding my self counting days and googling online ovulation calendars and trying to figure out what days would be best. I keep doing the due date calculator and adding weeks to see IF I get pregnant when I can see the heart beat, when I can find out gender etc.
I wish I could get my mind off of it. I know everyone complains about the TWW but the whole month feels like that to me. I wish life had a fast forward button, pause button, and rewind..lol


I also keep track of how many weeks I should be right now 16 today I was planning on paying extra for a gender Ultra sound this week to suprize everyone at Thanksgiving with what the baby was going to be.
I was looking forward to having a baby bump for the holidays to show off.
I hope this week goes by fast with family visiting and my daughter and I going to my parents for a few days (hoping not to miss O date).

[*SamF*]

I keep doing the same thing. Keep hoping my period returns this weekend like I think it will.

[ohnicole]

Waiting is so hard... and it seems like that's all we do I hope everything works out!

[lindsey2000k]

Thanks.
I am so happy I found this site. I was on another one and it just disapeared. When you are dealing with what we are I think sometimes the only thing that helps is to talk to others that are walking in our shoes.
My A/F finally showed last week so now I am trying to figure out the right days to plan the baby dance next week.
I am using OPK's as well.. but I feel better if I have a game plan..lol

[asunflower]

A game plan is all that keeps me focused. Just being able to move on and try again helps me make it through the day sometimes. Good luck!

[Joanna1127]

I know how you feel. I'm so exhausted and obsessed over thinking of all this ttc stuff.

hugs!

[lindsey2000k]

Since this is my first cycle after the D&E I have no clue what my body is going to do so that makes the guessing game even harder. I do not know if I am going to have 28 day cycles or 35 days.
I did OPK's late month and my A/F showed 18 days after my OPK was positive. So I have no clue if I ovulated way after my LH surge or what.
I should O next wednesday if my cycle is correct so I am going to BD Sun-Fri every day to try and cover my basis and then every other day the next week.
Funny thing is I will just keep planning and re planning..lol

[Brittanie]

I'm obsessing too. I think we all do that.

[missy123]

I was due in May as well and I do all of the same things you do. Like Nicole said, it seems like that is all we do is wait.