[Joanna1127]

I could use some support.

Do you ever feel like people around you like family and friends, forget that you've had a loss(es)? I'm completely there right now.

My SIL just had a baby boy last night and I'm genuinely happy for them, but completely emotional about it all as well.

Plus I just noticed AF is arriving. This was only my first cycle after my loss, but still, it's so discouraging. I hate how this TTC business takes control of your life. I feel like I want to just crawl into a hole until I'm pregnant again. Plus, why oh why did my body play with me so much this cycle. I had legit sore boobs, itchy/burning nipples, nausea....why does my body do this to me??

Thanks for letting me vent.

[mmllhh]

sorry that you are having such a tough day. i hope you get your bfp soon and are able to heal these emotional wounds. I don't think we will ever be able to completely get over it, but i'm sure it will ease once you have your sticky bean.

[luvmykids623]

I could have written that myself. I'm having the same problem with my family and friends. My mom keeps calling and telling me all about the girls that she works with who are due in April, despite the fact that I keep asking her not to. Then there's the 3 women I work with who are all pregnant. One is due 2 days before I was, one 1 week after, and one 2 weeks after. I'm happy for them and pray for them and their babies every day, but watching their bellies grow is killing me. They're starting to find out what they're having, and I've had to start closing my classroom door so that I don't hear the squealing and constant pregnancy talk. It is absolute torture!!! There are some people that I work with who think I'm jealous and should just be over it by now and be happy for them. On top of that this cycle was a bfn. I was really hoping to go back from Thanksgiving break pregnant, but no such luck. It's so hard! I'm right with you on wanting to crawl into a hole until I'm pregnant. I'm sorry you have to know what this is like!

[*Tracy*]

im right there with u

my sis had a baby friday night also, i also just want to hide away till im pregnant and in 2nd tri where everything is ok

pm if u want to talk about it x xx