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December 14th, 2010, 12:29 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Well friends, after my long message a few days ago here I sit....worrying and waiting about whether or not I am going to get that bfp. Today is anywhere from dpo 6-8...depending on which positive opk was the correct one. I had positives both on days 12 and 14....
A huge part of me wants that bfp so bad I can taste it...and part of me doesn't. Part of me wants to just put all this behind me and move on. I just can't tell from one moment to the next which part is stronger.Today I was at the store, and I stood there with the pregnancy tests in my hand...and you know what? I put them back! Can you believe it? I put them back!
I will let you all know in the next day or two what happens....pray for me either way!
Well friends. I think I have all of your prayers to thank for this. I won't say I had given up, but I was ready to move on and here we go again. I am so excited I can't stop smiling but then again I am scared to death. Loss does that to us doesn't it? After losing my baby David this last October at 13 weeks I am not sure there will ever be a point where I feel safe, but for today I am pregnant again and I am going to enjoy it. Last year for christmas I lost my second baby and I spent the holiday crying and upset, this year I got a bfp and I have to say I don't need one more thing for me to feel that this christmas is perfect!
This is the test I took yesterday at my sisters house in Vegas....it's just so dang beautiful I don't have words....
Please don't mention this on facebook...I have way to many people that I am not ready to say anything to!
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Our rainbow baby Brynlee Sue was born August 17th after four heartbreaking loses! Life is an amazing journey. Hang on, keep your faith and try to always move forward!
Last edited by dreamer10; December 19th, 2010 at 04:12 PM.
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December 14th, 2010, 12:34 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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My fingers are crossed for you, Julie! 
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December 14th, 2010, 12:50 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Good luck!!! You are much stronger than I....I would of bought the HPT's!!!
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December 14th, 2010, 01:02 PM
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just me
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I'm proud of you for putting them back. lol I'm with Amanda, I think I would have bought them.
I think the not knowing is the hardest part, personally. 
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December 14th, 2010, 01:30 PM
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Platinum Supermommy
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You have so much willpower Julie! What does your gut tell you?
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December 14th, 2010, 02:02 PM
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You definitely have my prayers Julie  always!!! Com'on, think POSITIVE  POSTIVE POSTIVELY POSITIVE 
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December 14th, 2010, 02:04 PM
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Platinum Supermommy
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i have my fingers crossed for you hun.
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December 14th, 2010, 02:24 PM
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Tobi
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I think that you are on the verge of starting a new chapter of your life, which ever way it goes. And the absolute best part is that you sound happy! And content, with whichever path becomes clear! Cheers Julie, you are in such a wonderful place!
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December 14th, 2010, 04:46 PM
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Veteran
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Good for you! I would have totally caved! Good luck, thoughts and prayers are with you!
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December 14th, 2010, 04:57 PM
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Julie I am so happy for you. I know that either way what is meant to be will be and that either way you will be happy. I am praying for you and I know that we are all secretly hoping for that bfp for you
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December 14th, 2010, 06:14 PM
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You're so much stronger than me. I'm sure either way, everything will be just fine.
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December 15th, 2010, 06:22 AM
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It's me
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I don't understand why it's bad to buy HPTs. Is it because it can lead to obsession?
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December 15th, 2010, 06:30 AM
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Ive got all corassables crossed for you still!
And yea- I'd have bough them- and I have a bag of 50 ic's sitting in my bathroom- yet I would still have bought them.
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December 15th, 2010, 11:44 AM
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fingers crossed for u good luck
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December 15th, 2010, 04:37 PM
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I missed your big letter that you wrote so i don't know what is going on.. I think you have alot of will power, and I hope you get great news.. HUGS hun
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December 16th, 2010, 08:28 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Ok guys...I will test today. I have to sneak away from my sisters though long enough to go to the store, buy a test and take in the bathroom at the store. Wish me luck!
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Our rainbow baby Brynlee Sue was born August 17th after four heartbreaking loses! Life is an amazing journey. Hang on, keep your faith and try to always move forward!
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December 16th, 2010, 08:29 AM
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Good luck Julie! I have everything crossed for you!!
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December 16th, 2010, 08:30 AM
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It's me
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Good luck!
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December 16th, 2010, 09:51 AM
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good luck!!!!!!
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December 16th, 2010, 01:48 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Bump for update friends!
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The adventures of raising a big family....Life, love and family in the Sock Bin! www.thesockbin.blogspot.com
Our rainbow baby Brynlee Sue was born August 17th after four heartbreaking loses! Life is an amazing journey. Hang on, keep your faith and try to always move forward!
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