...and I'm OK with that. I had my first RE appt today for my recurrent losses, and I will be going through a whole batch of tests/procedures during my second cycle after this latest m/c. I had an ultrasound and she thinks my AF will be back in about 3 weeks (I had a follie on my left ovary), and my hcg is finally negative. I went for a whole bunch of blood tests - about 10 vials - for all of the anti-phospholipidis, lupus, b12 deficiencies, karyotyping, etc. She said her best guess is that I have a progesterone issue, but they won't know for sure until they can do further tests. I'll also have a hysteroscopy in February.
All of this sounds scary, but hopefully we will be able to figure out what is going on. I REALLY liked the RE, especially the part when she told me that they will be "watching me like a hawk" next time I get pg.

I'm actually feeling really positive about the whole thing, and can't wait for my AF to show her face.