[Im.Nayomi]

Hey i am Nayomi for those who do not know me.
I have had three losses the last one being last month Nov 16th.
Well my 1st friend that I met when I moved to Texas back in 2007...
she is exactly at the stage of pregnancy that I would of been at had my 2nd pregnancy worked out....she is 9 months pregnant w/a little boy. She is due Jan 16th. I wanted to tell her....hey my baby would of been due that same day but i dont want to bring her down...........so my original question more like statement is how ironic right?????

there is so many layers to mourning losses
while dealing with other people's pregnancies
or other people's losses.....
while dealing with the idea that a pregnancy could always
happen for me again right....and then what????
and then also dealing with well my dh does not mourn the same
way I do...and I can not expect him to ever feel or see things my way

sometimes I feel so desperate to be Really happy again
until l have my 1st successful pregnancy.

Thank goodness 2011 is around the corner
I pray,pray,pray all of us that have experienced a loss or more
will not have to re live this pain in 2011..... I am praying for
beautiful babies for all of us in 2011.
I also pray for those who have not experienced a loss will never
have to......

Thanks for letting me get this out.

[NsMommy]

Prayers here too!

[lindsey2000k]

Ditto

[.:Shortcake:.]

Nayomi I am praying that you get your baby in 2011. I know you have been through alot and your such an amazing person. HUGS!