I just wanted to post really quick before I get ready for bed.
I've been busy getting ready for christmas...I've been baking up a storm...I think i've made 14-15 things in the last couple of days...It's been a lot of work...Plus i'm really struggling with everything....I don't know why i'm feeling so down and depressed...Last christmas was just after I lost Ella, and I didn't feel anything like I do now...I'm usually a christmas freak (I used to even post on a forum like JM, but it was all about christmas), but honestly, I just can't wait for the holidays to be over

...I guess on a good note (well not really good), I think AF is already over..It's been the shortest AF i've had in a long time...Who knows though, she'll probably start back up again tonight...That seems to be my luck...Oh and I woke up with a sore throat today, and now I think i'm full blown sick...I didn't need this right now

...I hope it's quick and i'm feeling better before christmas...any way, I hope everyone has a merry christmas!!!
Oh and anyone else feel sick to their stomach from taking soy?