on cd 35 ( counted mc as cd 1) and no sign of af and a BFN this morning. i think i o'd around cd 23 (had all the normal o signs, and 4 days of nice ewcm) but now i am having o pains again and and starting to get streaks of ewcm (not a lot just a little when i wipe). and nausea (normal o sign for me). its just so frustrating

. maybe i should go get a pack of opks and see if get anything on those, maybe i didnt o like i thought. since i had rowan i had gotten to know my body so well that i could always tell when i was getting ready to o, and know i feel like im at a loss. ok i feel a little better now that i vented a little