[TTCbabyrichardson1]

Its been a few month since my last miscarriage and I even go to therapy for it cause id wake up mad at the world. Lately I've been dreaming of being pregnant like most everyone does but when I actually think about being pregnant or having a baby I cant picture it. It scares me to think that if I cant see myself being pregnant then maybe im not meant to be. Does anyone else feel this way or am I just being crazy?

[purplelady]

big hugs hun. no your not being crazy. its hard to be positive when you've been hurt like that. for me dreaming about pg or testing is usually a good sign. but i have had my days when i wake up and feel like it is never going to happen. i had days like that long before my m/c. when i was ttcing my 2nd and 3rd i would have days or weeks where i just couldnt picture myself being pg again. keep your head up hun.

[TTCbabyrichardson1]

Thanks. Im glad im not going crazy. Just wish it would happen already

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs I have days where I feel like it's never going to happen for me. But on those days I get on here and I read stories of all these ladies and they give me such hope and strength to keep pushing forward. Your not alone in how you feel hun.

[Cait&AngelAbove]

I completely understand how you feel! It will be a month for me on Monday and some days I still think I am pregnant. Today someone asked me if I had any children and I said no. But in my heart I do.

[TTCbabyrichardson1]

I hate that question more then anything or when are you going to have kids is hard too. I am a mom to 2 beautiful angel. Thank you ladies for talking with me.

[SillyKitty]

You are not alone. I think most women feel that way after multiple losses. Reading the success stories helps.

[Joanna1127]

Yes, I know exactly how you feel. I had my loss in September and still feel alone a lot of times. I can picture myself pregnant again, but now it's just getting there. These 3 months have been torture!! I also feel alone in the sense that people who haven't experienced a loss, just don't get it. I'm tired of all the comments that just don't help.

sending you big hugs!

[missy123]

I am so sorry for your losses

Sometimes I wake up mad at the world too. It is all a part of the grieving process. ((Hugs)) We are glad you are here and I hope you get pregnant soon!

[TTCbabyrichardson1]

Thanks ladies. its very unusual that my hubby is home when i ovulate but due to unwelcoming circumstances he was so im hoping this is it!!