January 9th, 2011, 01:02 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: San Diego, CA
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Husband is at work on a 24-hour shift. He left this morning at 7.
When I temped this morning at 5:15 it was below my coverline.
I'm spotting. I expect full-on AF anytime today or first thing tomorrow morning.
I'm trying to watch TV on my computer but the audiosync is screwed up for some reason, on everything I watch, and I can't figure out what the heck is going on.
And our house is disgusting. I mean... Our kitchen smells. I haven't done dishes in days. We've been ordering food and the trash is piling up. There's dirty laundry all over our bedroom. It's hard to give a ****. I guess this is what PMS is like, I'd forgotten. But I need to clean this disaster area. Ugh. Ugh ugh ugh.
Stupid day. Makes me want to drink NyQuil until the sun comes up tomorrow.
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With us on earth for five short days, with us in our hearts forever.
(Thank you Natasha for this beautiful graphic of Andrew, and to the ladies of the Nov 10 PR who help me in carrying on his memory.)
Jan. 2009: Came off years of BCP and started TTC
March 2010: BFP -- finally!
Oct. 22, 2010: Drew is born, but has to stay in the NICU because of cord complications resulting in oxygen deprivation and brain problems =(
Oct. 27, 2010: I held him in my arms while Daddy, Grandma, Great-Uncle and I sang him to sleep =( Hardest thing I've ever done...
June 14, 2011: Drew's baby brother or sister waved hi to us with a BFP!
June 25, 2011: Natural miscarriage... Can we please catch a break here?
Nov. 2011: 100mg Clomid followed by 2mg Estrogen, Ovidrel trigger, and 200mg progesterone suppositories 2x/day 14 days. BFN.
Dec. 2011: 2nd medicated cycle. BFN.
Jan. 2012: Took a month off to breathe...
Feb. 2012: Same regimen of Clomid and other meds, add IUI. 2 eggs and 8.5 million swimmers. BFN.
March 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-11, follie scan CD 8 showed 6 follies likely to mature. Triggered, IUI on CD 14, 4 million swimmers. BFN.
April 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-10. Scan showed 2 mature follies, 2 almost certain to mature, and two not likely but possible. (All 6 evenly and perfectly spaced out between the left and the right.) Triggered, IUI CD 13 with 5 million swimmers. BFN.
May 2012: 75 IU Follistim starting CD 3. Waiting to O. Timed intercourse. Likely 5 follies to mature.
^^ Click graphic for chart ^^
 
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If it makes you feel any better, I'm completely the same way. I have been since my loss in September. I feel like I'm going through the motions of the day but really could give a crap less about everything!
Forever Missing My Baby Girl Ella Grace 
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