[Jacobbbsmommy]

just posting to intro myself real quick. my name is Heather. i have a 3 yr old and found out in august i was pregnant. we had been ttc a second child since my son was 6 months old. took us 2 yrs and 2 months to get a +. i took soy isoflavones the month i got my + so i kinda concluded i may have pcos which my doctor seemed to agree on. apparently the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks, found out it had stopped when i should have been 9 weeks (right before my bday...), 3 weeks later i finally started bleeding to pass it, after about 7 weeks of continuous heavy bleeding i was finally given a DnC, and after 5 months of basically hell I finally started my period last week and am now trying to conceive again. I still cry every time I think of the baby I didn't get to keep. in my head i thought he was a boy and had named him Logan. I was pretty active on JM in the TTC and attached parenting boards before I miscarried but havent really been on here much since I lost the baby. My SIL suggested it would help me to be able to talk it out on here so I guess heres me talking it out. So... hello and nice to meet you all even tho it has to be under these crappy circumstances.

[StaceygirlPa]

So sorry for your loss Heather. This board has been very helpful to with both of my losses. The ladies on this board are very caring and understanding. I hope your stay here is short.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Welcome to the board. I am very sorry for your loss. The ladies here are amazing so please jump right in. I hope you get your sticky bean very soon. Are you going to do the soy again?

[Jacobbbsmommy]

thanks ladies and yes i took the soy this cycle. i take it days 1-5 during AF. today is only CD8

[.:Shortcake:.]

I have never heard of taking it those days. When do you usually O when you take it? I took it last cycle cd 3-7 and O'd way late in my cycle.

[dreamer10]

Hi and welcome. I am so sorry for your loss. It sounds like you have been through hell...but I am glad you found us. There isn't anywhere else on JM that has such wonderful ladies...you'll love it here!

[Jacobbbsmommy]

i only took it once before in july
Af was on july 23rd
Od on august 9th
and got + on aug 19th
found out i m/c on sept 25th

(so I O'd on CD18 but thats actually i think early for me since my cycles are normally 40days)

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hmmm good to know Maybe next cycle I will try it that early. I'm doing it CD 5-9 this cycle.

[BeccaM]

I am sorry for you loss. The ladies here are amazing. I hope your stay is short and you get your BFP soon!!

[~LaurenNoel~]

Love you sis. *hugs*

[Joanna1127]

welcome aboard! I also found out I was pregnant with my 2nd in August and loss my baby on 9/29.

Post away and hope you get your bfp soon!!

[missy123]

Hi and Welcome. I am so sorry for your loss. I have lost 4 in the past 2 years (2 were chemicals)... I understand your not wanting to talk about it, it is so painful. Just so you know we are here for you to listen and hold your hand. I doubt there is anything you can say in here that we have not felt ourselves. ((Hugs))

[ashj_1218]

Hi. Welcome to our *humble* abode. So sad you have to join us, but I hope your stay is short, but sweet. I am so sorry for your loss (and the pain that followed for so long)

I am Ashlee, mama to Liam (15mo). I have had 4 losses since July. I just saw a specialist who found I have an autoimmune disorder. So hopefully our rainbow baby will be here soon!

[ohnicole]

I am so sorry for all you've been through. I hope that the ladies here can give you some support- they are amazing people!

[AZsnowflake]

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I think you will find that while it is hard, and not fun usually to talk about it, talking does typically help.