I guess I'm in the anger stage too (x-posted topic on preg loss)

NsMommy · #1 January 15th, 2011, 07:51 AM

So yesterday, my youngest sister who has been struggling with having regular cycles tested positive.
This makes all of my sisters, my only sis in law, and my neighbor.

Then I went to my dentist where the receptionist, my hygienist, and the lady who who checked me out ALL were preggo.

That means that 5/7 of the last women that I talked to in length were pregnant.

I am supposed to be and I lost them both!!

I am so angry at God right now.

Of course, as always; happy as can be for all of them especially my sisters.
I just cannot believe that I have to be reminded so often.
There had better be some kind of contagious factor for me.

TnPhotoMama81 · #2 January 15th, 2011, 08:00 AM

I am sorry

It is so normal to feel this way. I think we have all "been there". Thankfully we have places like JM with groups of women who understand our pain. We are here for you!

NsMommy · #3 January 15th, 2011, 08:02 AM

You are the only ones I can talk to about these things. My husband is not any help right now and there is no way I can talk to my sisters or even my mom. It would sound so jealous and bitter.

Thanks for listening...

AZsnowflake · #4 January 15th, 2011, 09:30 AM

UGh that is rough I know. Sometimes it is really hard not to be angry. I went to the dentist the other day too and my normal hygeniest was on maternity leave. I had a flicker of "coulda been me this june" but then was happy for her because she had talked to me about wanting to be PG so bad so I was just happy for her. It is normal to be angry but certainly not fun I know

NsMommy · #5 January 15th, 2011, 09:37 AM

I have pms so i have a harder time handling the emotions. Ticked at hubby too.

purplelady · #6 January 15th, 2011, 11:23 AM

Joanna1127 · #7 January 15th, 2011, 12:15 PM

I completely know how you feel! There are so many people in my immediate life right now who are pregnant. It's really hard. I wish I had some magical words to take this pain away, but just know that I can relate to how you're feeling.

HUGS!

.:Shortcake:. · #8 January 15th, 2011, 02:36 PM

Hugs! I know that we have all been there. I can tell you that your anger will get easier to control and you will have good & bad days. Please know that we are here for you and we do understand what your going through.