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February 4th, 2011, 03:58 PM
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I don't know why I'm SO hopeful right now... But I am. I've been hopeful ever since my temp spike after my +OPK. And it's really hard. Chances are it's NOT my month since Drew took us a year to conceive, but I can't help it. I just feel hopeful... I've been feeling like our second cycle would be a winner ever since before AF came for the first time after Drew was born. We had a great BD pattern, my CM was fantastic, I'm using some great supplements... I don't know. My hopes are sky high, and it's really hard. I can't even reel them in, they're just out of control. So I guess what I'm saying isn't so much, "I need to calm down," but more like "Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease." DH has an aunt who discovered they lost the baby once she was already to term, and she told us that she was announcing another pregnancy four months later, and when she said it, I thought to myself, "We'll be pregnant just before that marker." So all along, really, I've thought this was going to be my cycle. Please, little psychic feelings, don't lead me on and let me down! PLUS the dream I had at 1DPO that DH and I found out I was pregnant with twins... Please please PLEASE let this be it.
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(Thank you Natasha for this beautiful graphic of Andrew, and to the ladies of the Nov 10 PR who help me in carrying on his memory.)


Jan. 2009: Came off years of BCP and started TTC
March 2010: BFP -- finally!
Oct. 22, 2010: Drew is born, but has to stay in the NICU because of cord complications resulting in oxygen deprivation and brain problems =(
Oct. 27, 2010: I held him in my arms while Daddy, Grandma, Great-Uncle and I sang him to sleep =( Hardest thing I've ever done...
June 14, 2011: Drew's baby brother or sister waved hi to us with a BFP!
June 25, 2011: Natural miscarriage... Can we please catch a break here?
Nov. 2011: 100mg Clomid followed by 2mg Estrogen, Ovidrel trigger, and 200mg progesterone suppositories 2x/day 14 days. BFN.
Dec. 2011: 2nd medicated cycle. BFN.
Jan. 2012: Took a month off to breathe...
Feb. 2012: Same regimen of Clomid and other meds, add IUI. 2 eggs and 8.5 million swimmers. BFN.
March 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-11, follie scan CD 8 showed 6 follies likely to mature. Triggered, IUI on CD 14, 4 million swimmers. BFN.
April 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-10. Scan showed 2 mature follies, 2 almost certain to mature, and two not likely but possible. (All 6 evenly and perfectly spaced out between the left and the right.) Triggered, IUI CD 13 with 5 million swimmers. BFN.
May 2012: 75 IU Follistim starting CD 3. Waiting to O. Timed intercourse. Likely 5 follies to mature.




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February 4th, 2011, 03:59 PM
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I hope that your intuition is right!
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February 4th, 2011, 07:06 PM
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I hope your little psychic feelings are right! I can't wait for you to POAS!!! EEE!
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February 4th, 2011, 08:02 PM
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I hope your right Erin
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February 4th, 2011, 08:05 PM
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FX that you intuition is correct. i had a pg dream about triplets the night before my bfp
lol i hope the dream comes true fro you hun.
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February 4th, 2011, 08:53 PM
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I hope you are right!
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February 4th, 2011, 09:38 PM
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*backs up a dumptruck full of bfp dust to your door*

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February 4th, 2011, 09:43 PM
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February 5th, 2011, 05:28 AM
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I hpoe you are right Erin.
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February 5th, 2011, 06:16 AM
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Praying for your BFP Erin!!!!
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February 5th, 2011, 07:20 AM
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I've got all of my crossables crossed for you! I sooooo hope this is your month!
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February 5th, 2011, 08:40 AM
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got everything crossed for you and i hope youre intuition is right i was thinkin my chart looks good too im going to go look at urs now if its in ur siggy i didnt look.

wow thats a big spike how do you temp?
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February 5th, 2011, 09:11 AM
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I temp vaginally. That big spike is because I have a fever
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With us on earth for five short days, with us in our hearts forever.
(Thank you Natasha for this beautiful graphic of Andrew, and to the ladies of the Nov 10 PR who help me in carrying on his memory.)


Jan. 2009: Came off years of BCP and started TTC
March 2010: BFP -- finally!
Oct. 22, 2010: Drew is born, but has to stay in the NICU because of cord complications resulting in oxygen deprivation and brain problems =(
Oct. 27, 2010: I held him in my arms while Daddy, Grandma, Great-Uncle and I sang him to sleep =( Hardest thing I've ever done...
June 14, 2011: Drew's baby brother or sister waved hi to us with a BFP!
June 25, 2011: Natural miscarriage... Can we please catch a break here?
Nov. 2011: 100mg Clomid followed by 2mg Estrogen, Ovidrel trigger, and 200mg progesterone suppositories 2x/day 14 days. BFN.
Dec. 2011: 2nd medicated cycle. BFN.
Jan. 2012: Took a month off to breathe...
Feb. 2012: Same regimen of Clomid and other meds, add IUI. 2 eggs and 8.5 million swimmers. BFN.
March 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-11, follie scan CD 8 showed 6 follies likely to mature. Triggered, IUI on CD 14, 4 million swimmers. BFN.
April 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-10. Scan showed 2 mature follies, 2 almost certain to mature, and two not likely but possible. (All 6 evenly and perfectly spaced out between the left and the right.) Triggered, IUI CD 13 with 5 million swimmers. BFN.
May 2012: 75 IU Follistim starting CD 3. Waiting to O. Timed intercourse. Likely 5 follies to mature.




^^ Click graphic for chart ^^


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February 5th, 2011, 09:21 AM
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yeah i seen the other after this one so ignoring that post on there lol i didnt know it could do it down there too
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February 5th, 2011, 12:02 PM
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I hope this is your month! I'm sorry you are sick. I peaked at your chart just before I saw you latest post, and thought, "geez, she must have a fever today." Hope you feel better!
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February 6th, 2011, 12:40 PM
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I hope this is your cycle and that you feel better soon
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