February 13th, 2011, 07:07 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: central fla
Posts: 2,153
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My number on friday was 384, which was perfect. I was actually excited, maybe this time was different...
This mornings test was SO dark there was almost not control line, when into second beta full of hope.
Only to be crushed. Today's beta 426.
Only went up 40 points. FAIL.
Loss #7 for me. Heartbroken, destroyed, can't even process that this is going to happen again.
We are done. I cant go through this again. We are blessed with 3 healthy boy and I need to let go of the dream of 4.
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