Had a hard weekend... (loss ment)

cheryl22 · #1 February 13th, 2011, 07:19 PM

I started a new job this weekend wich im really happy about. I like the people and the store it was a good change. But today (my 2nd sift) i was on the floor helping people when a customer came up to me and asked me to help her pick out meternity/nb clothes for her (the store sells all types of clothes). I wanted to run away a cry i just had this rush of overwheming emotions come over me. This hasnt really happen to me in the last few weeks. The 17th will be one month since we lost are angle.. i feel like im getting more upset as the days go on. i know this is normal and its ok but is so hard. i dont have anyone to talk to no one i know has ever gone through a m/c i can tell my freinds and they are always there when i need to talk but at the same time i feel like they dont get it... I wish i could just have a good cry but im never alone and i dont cry in front of people/even family i always have to be the strong one. well sorry for going on and on but i needed to get it all out. so thank you ladies for being here and all your support <3

missy123 · #2 February 13th, 2011, 07:29 PM

I am so sorry, I would have probably started crying right there! I remember the weekend after my loss I was working at a conference for the company I worked for and in the booth next to me there was a girl that was due the day before I was. She spent the first whole day just going on and on and on about her pregnancy... I ended up just breaking down and crying right there. I told her what happened and she felt so bad. ((Hugs))

dreamer10 · #3 February 13th, 2011, 11:14 PM

I am so sorry. Hang in there!

StaceygirlPa · #4 February 14th, 2011, 03:06 AM

I am so sorry. I think I would have started to cry right there. We are good listeners on this board so feel free to always talk to us.

.:Shortcake:. · #5 February 14th, 2011, 03:29 AM

I am so so sorry hun. I would have cried as well. And you would be surprised how many people in real life had had m/c's and don't talk about them. Once I opened up to people I found out a lot of others had lost babies as well. It felt good to open up and talk about it. We are here for you.