I've been trying not to obsess on the countdown to my OB appointment that was scheduled next Monday, which is part of the reason that I haven't been online for the past couple of days. I'm pretty darn sure that I'm pregnant now, and that this is not just leftover hcg from the miscarriage. I started getting preggo symptoms, and this morning I took another hpt (can you believe that I went 9 days without taking one?) and the test line turned dark instantly. I'm still so scared that I'm in the bathroom a million times per day checking for bleeding.
Anyway, I got home from work yesterday to find a message on my machine from the OB's office asking me to call them to reschedule my appointment. When I originally called on the 7th, they agreed to squeeze me in for an appointment between C-sections because they knew my history. Now, apparently, the OB has decided that he is taking President's day off, so he has no appointments all day.

. I had to reschedule to Wednesday afternoon. I know it's only 2.5 more days, but this is soooo frustrating! To make it worse, my hubby had Monday off and was going to come with me, but now he will be working. I do not need to get bad news all by my lonesome again. Oh well... I'm trying to remind myself that what will be, will be, and the timing of the appointment is not going to change things other than driving me insane.