2ww( loss and baby mentioned)

beccasmom7718 · #1 February 21st, 2011, 09:07 AM

I hate waiting!!!
i wish somedays your body would just ding and say your pregnant, you dont have to wait 2weeks to find out!
Its frustrating!!
I want a baby soooo badly with SO. And if I cant have one, Id love it if my body would say sorry no more babies for you.

Back in 2009(wow that was a long time ago!) when we first started seeing Reggie(he is my stepson) when he was 2.5yrs, John was 4months old(he is not mine or my fiances, he is reggies brother by a different dad, long messed up story but we have sole custody of both of them now)
I was holding John one day when we dropped Reggie off at his moms and I told my SO I want one of these(refering to John) Now we joke because we have john, I always tell my SO, when i said that I didnt really mean the exact baby I was holding! LOL We found out a couple weeks later we were prego, but m/c in feb 2010.
And in some weird way it felt like we werent ment to have that baby then. And wouldnt you know it, in May we got sole custody of the boys. With all their special needs and everything, i know God knew we wouldnt beable to handle a newborn too.
But now everything is getting on track and we have all our ducks in a row, I would love to have another little one running around.

So fingers crossed SO's little swimmers get the job done!!
Im ready, ive been taking my prenatals and low dose asprin and I have my prescription for progesterone ready and waiting. !