I've been gone a few days, but TTC update

Banned-elly03 · #1 February 26th, 2011, 09:49 PM

Clarifying my "secret"
Its not the TTC that I'm scared of, its the failure. or another m/c c/p. by now I am averaging one every 2-4 months, and it scares the crap out of my to think this may be the future. I'm ready to TTC, but I don't know how many (if any) more possible m/cs c/ps i can take.

.:Shortcake:. · #2 February 27th, 2011, 06:15 AM

I think we all feel that way while TTC. I know personally I have felt many times that I would never be able to make it through another loss or I would never try again if I had a loss but the end result, having a baby is what keeps me pushing forward. HUGS

Cait&AngelAbove · #3 February 27th, 2011, 07:15 AM

I am so sorry! I agree with Katie. I think all of us have that fear as we tcc! I hope you get your sticky bean real soon!!!

j&jmom · #4 February 27th, 2011, 09:46 AM

I'm so sorry for your losses. I hope you get that sticky bean soon and you can get a little more confidence back. Good luck!

Twoboysmaybemore · #5 February 27th, 2011, 10:47 AM

I know exactly where you are. I was in an almost identical situation where I would get pregnant at least every 3 months but I would just get excited to get dropped on my head, figuratively speaking. I have shared my experience with Welcome Womb and I know that I may sound like I am advertising but all I know is that in my experience, after 6 early losses/chemical pregnancies, I was willing to try anything. My husband sometimes thinks that the only reason it worked was the "placebo" effect but all I know is that it broke my 6 loss streak. On my blog link below I share my Welcome Womb experience in more detail. Again, I am sorry if I sound like I am advertising. It is just when I hear about situations so similar to mine, I can't help but want to share what worked for me. (((hugs))) I hope you get your sticky bean soon.

msshamis23 · #6 February 27th, 2011, 11:21 AM

I agree with what everyone else has said as well. The only thing getting me through is the end result of a baby--like Katie.

ohnicole · #7 February 27th, 2011, 04:31 PM

I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this fear

Banned-elly03 · #8 February 27th, 2011, 08:14 PM

scotch has gotten me through the weekend and I think the bleeding is over!

*SamF* · #9 February 28th, 2011, 09:33 AM

Good ol scotch! (mine was old fashions for the AF days!)

I know how you feel. I don't know if I can take another loss. I can't even get excited about the possibility of a BFP because I'm afraid of what it means.