I'm scared.....(m/c mentioned)

Tara_Rose · #1 March 5th, 2011, 05:33 AM

As i was falling asleep last night i felt sick so i took two tums and it helped. Then I woke up in the night to pee, no nausea or cramps (they had been being worse at night). Then my bf went to work at 7am, no nausea or cramps, then i got out of bed at 9, and i still have no nausea or cramps.

Last time i was preg the symptoms just disappeared one morning when i woke up; and a few hours later i started to miscarry.

I hope it didn't go away again </3 Even though it's way too early to test i just knew i was/am.

.:Shortcake:. · #2 March 5th, 2011, 06:33 AM

Do you have a walk in clinic there that you could go get your betas drawn? Try not to read to much into symptoms because every pregnancy is different.

Tara_Rose · #3 March 5th, 2011, 06:42 AM

no i'd have to go to emergency at the hospital...i'm just gonna see what happens as the day goes on. But now that i've thought about it a bit more...my symptoms last time must of been off and on too because i was in denial/stubborn about even being preg so they must of stopped periodically for me to be able to talk myself out of it.

I'm just feeling crazy I guess...my first pregnancy was also my first miscarriage and i'm scared sick this time around - trying to breathe and meditate and do some gentle yoga and not get to worried/worked up about it but that's nearly as impossible as not feeling symptoms early was haha.

Cait&AngelAbove · #4 March 5th, 2011, 09:26 AM

I am sorry you are scared. I agree with Katie every preg is different.

Erin84 · #5 March 5th, 2011, 09:29 AM

It's probably pretty early in the 2WW for you. I find myself doing the same thing as you, changing my mind from moment to moment as to whether or not I'm pregnant right now. My temps are so beautiful that it's hard to believe I wouldn't be pregnant, but my IC test is sensitive to 10 miu/ml, so why is it always neg? You sound like you need............to test

Maybe not quite yet, I'm not sure exactly where you're assuming you're at... I think just a couple DPO? But I think holding out till the 17th or whenever you said just sounds like too long!

Tara_Rose · #6 March 5th, 2011, 09:52 AM

test? my goodness i didn't think you'd recommend that Erin lol! I suspect i'm only 5dpo but it could be up to 8dpo, i'm not entirely certain. i probably will bump up my test day to this friday haha.

And thank the Lord, i was just making some pizza dough for supper and got overcome with nausea. Not that i want to be sick, but i just want everything to be ok this time, i want that bfp next week.

I need to just cut it out i know.

.:Shortcake:. · #7 March 5th, 2011, 09:55 AM

Wow 5dpo is SUPER early to be having symptoms because implantation hasn't occurred yet. Hoping it's a sign though.

missy123 · #8 March 5th, 2011, 10:00 AM

But if you are 8 dpo then it is almost time to test! I am sorry you are scared sweetie. ((Hugs)) try to keep busy to get you through this time. And if for any reason you feel something is wrong go to that emergency department.

Tara_Rose · #9 March 5th, 2011, 10:23 AM

i know 5dpo is really early, that's why i think i'm actually more like 8dpo...which is still early, but lots of people do have signs early. Both my mum and myself are extremely sensitive to drugs (prescription type drugs is what i'm referring to here) so i'm wondering if it's possibly the same case, where i'm just extremely sensitive to the hormone too? last time i was preg i KNEW it at 4dpo. (cramps, gas, nausea, etc) ....and we were not trying, it was a bit of a shock to say the least since we were being careful about things, so i wasn't looking for anything at all.

I could understand if it was just that i felt sick, and wasn't sure, but it's so much more than that....(tmi coming up here...) ....i'm pretty sure i can't trick my cervix into retreating and remaining wet lol - i could be wrong though.

I'm just scared after last time, that's all.

missy123 · #10 March 5th, 2011, 10:29 AM

You have every right to be scared. Once we go through a loss that whole innocence of pregnancy is gone forever. Hang in there Tara_Rose, we are here for you.

Is your name Tara_Rose?

Tara_Rose · #11 March 5th, 2011, 10:33 AM

thanks

Tara is my first name, Rose is my favorite flower....when i was trying to think of a name for on here i looked at my tattoo, which has roses in it et voila!

Erin84 · #12 March 5th, 2011, 11:20 AM

You need a siggie...

emsketch · #13 March 5th, 2011, 11:24 AM

I know it is hard, but try and not over think the symptoms. I drive myself nuts every month doing that. I hope that everything it ok.

TnPhotoMama81 · #14 March 5th, 2011, 12:51 PM

*hugs*

ohnicole · #15 March 5th, 2011, 05:13 PM

I'm so sorry that you have to go through these fears... KUP!

Tara_Rose · #16 March 6th, 2011, 03:25 AM

Thanks ladies, it helps a lot to be around people that really understand what it's like

(and now this morning the cramps/nausea are back like crazy - yay!)

Servilia · #17 March 6th, 2011, 08:09 AM

I'm glad your symptoms are back.. but really if it's too early to even test then why do you assume you're miscarrying?

luvmykids623 · #18 March 6th, 2011, 08:17 AM

I'm glad your symptoms are back! I hope they continue and you get a sticky bfp!

Tara_Rose · #19 March 6th, 2011, 08:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Servilia

I'm glad your symptoms are back.. but really if it's too early to even test then why do you assume you're miscarrying?

Because the only other time i was ever pregnant, one morning i woke up and my symptoms were just totally gone and few hours later i miscarried. I'm just overly scared it will happen again that's all.