I believe there's a chance I'm in the 2ww...

JesSsica · #1 March 13th, 2011, 06:47 PM

I've been actively lurking here lately (LOL) because my dh and I are on hold and have been since my last loss. We are trying to sell my pre-marriage house before we decide if we want to try again for a baby, BUT this last week my dh was out of town and he came back with an agenda I think. He made some decisions while he was gone and forgot to fill me in on them.

He left on Sunday and didn't get home until yesterday. When my dh got home I surprised him with candles in the bedroom and I wore something pretty. I've been really, really trying to lose weight and I've been succeeding. I've finally lost all of my pregnancy/emotional weight from my losses and I'm back down to our wedding day weight. He was very excited to see me NOT in a baggy t-shirt and cotton pants at bedtime. LOL

Fast forward, we jumped into bed and one thing led to another (of course!) and when he usually stops without fail and puts on a condom he just finished... no condom. That spoke volumes I would say!

He asked afterwards if I was O'ing. I told him that I wasn't sure. Most months I know exactly when I O but this month I think I O'ed sometime between Friday and Saturday but I wasn't sure. I told him since I didn't know there's a chance, a small one but still a chance, that I could get pregnant now. He just smiled.

I asked if he did some soul searching on his trip and he said he did. He said if I get pregnant then it was meant to be. I told him that I had nothing to do with this decision, it was all him, and he said he knows.

There are a million reasons why getting pregnant wouldn't be a great thing to do right now. Despite that I think I'm ok with it. I guess I would have to be right about now, huh? LOL I guess I'll find out if I was truly O'ing or not in a couple of weeks... Thank goodness I only have one test in the house.

Oh! Edited to add that we ran out today to do our grocery shopping and while we were there he ran to the aspirin section and put some baby aspirin in the cart. He said I need to start taking them just in case. (I was told by my Ob/gyn that if/when I get pregnant again I will need an aspirin a day). I thought that was very, very thoughtful and cute.

.:Shortcake:. · #2 March 14th, 2011, 03:25 AM

Jessica how sweet of DH

I hope you do get pregnant this cycle and if nothing else next month you know your both on the same page and you can chart/use OPK's and know exactly when your ovulating!

StaceygirlPa · #3 March 14th, 2011, 03:39 AM

Happy to hear Dh is on board. I hope you get your BFP.

Shadeauxe · #4 March 14th, 2011, 04:01 AM

Can't wait to find out! Also, hooray for not buying more tests at the store. People work themselves into a frenzy testing to much and I think it's harder on people psychologically to test so often.

ohnicole · #5 March 14th, 2011, 10:57 AM

How sweet

I'm really glad you guys are moving forward.

*SamF* · #6 March 14th, 2011, 12:56 PM

Very Sweet! Glad things are getting better on that front!

Cait&AngelAbove · #7 March 14th, 2011, 02:36 PM

Sounds like you have an amazing husband!

emsketch · #8 March 14th, 2011, 02:47 PM

How sweet!

tobi4 · #9 March 15th, 2011, 05:12 PM

Hmmm Jessica!! I remember when dh wasnt quite sure, a bottle of wine and a fun evening, and 2 weeks later there was a bfp for you!!! Im thinking it sounds pretty similar and I really hope that this ends up being your lucky one!! Good luck, I cant wait to hear your update in 2 weeks! lol

CAMPMOMMYAMY · #10 March 16th, 2011, 05:35 AM

Good luck

I O'd right around the same exact time so I have someone else in the 2ww with me

JesSsica · #11 March 16th, 2011, 05:56 PM

Tobi, you're exactly right! He wasn't quite sure, I was beginning to think that I was ok with not trying anymore and then the wine kicked in and the rest was history. LOL

This time there was no wine (LOL) and the last we talked about it he was leaning towards "NO" and we were still waiting for my house to sell. I NEVER thought that he'd have a change of heart.

I've been griping though that the indecision was killing me so there you go! I'm still curious to see what next month holds. If I'm pregnant, great! No more mystery. If I'm not I'm curious to see if we're really going to TTC hot and heavy or if he'll have a change of heart.

We had people look through my old house on Tuesday and go back today with serious interest. They even called my realtor with questions about the taxes.... I'm really feeling like this could be it and then our dual mortgage situation will be a memory!!!

That would make me feel much, much better about all of this!