Thank you so much Missy for starting this. This made me cry but a good cry.
Thank you everyone for your thoughts. I was doing good until today. I have always felt so bad about my mom's obituary I put in the paper. It was really short and I didn't include her picture. When I put it together I was still in shock. I want to run a memorial for her in our paper on March 22. I had to work on that this morning so they could run it. I sent the hard copy over to them and just waiting for the art department to send me a copy of what they came up with.
I had my first u/s last Friday. Well I ended up getting an infection from the u/s. My ob thinks I got infection from the sleeve they put over the wond or the gel.

Since Friday night I have been so itchy down there and red. My ob gave me some cream that I have to put on 3 times a day. We are hoping this clears up the infection. Since I got the infection I am so worried that infection is going to effect pumpkin. I have another u/s on Friday. Thanks to Lori for the information I am going to ask for a Latex free sleeve for the wond and ask the tech not to use the gel but water.
I think it is everything hitting at once that. I am happy I have all of you ladies for the surport.