[NsMommy]

Hi all,

I'm back!

Hubby and I were waiting until next cycle to TTC but two weeks ago, we decided to just go for it.

I'm in the one week wait with some symptoms already showing. My body knows these things right away, I swear. I'm cramping lightly with swollen achy bbs and montgomery tubercles are showing. I guess they could be PMS symptoms but I don't think so.

I will test this weekend. Bought some yesterday but holding out as my last m/c just after I was late.

I don't want to see a + and see it disappear just like last time. It was devastating. On the other hand, if I test this weekend and it's negative and AF comes, then I was just "imagining things" and I can move on to the next cycle. Anyone else feel that way?

My doctor said that when I get my next +, to call her right away because she will put me on baby aspirin and progesterone. I started the baby aspirin today.

I don't even want to think about the next step after testing because I'm JUST scared about getting + after two m/c in a row. Can't imagine the next part yet....

Thanks for listening.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Welcome back The anxiety is normal. Good luck and I hope your updating us soon with your BFP.

[swild19]

Good luck!!

[NsMommy]

Shortcake, we're on the same CD!

[Nikki515]

I'm sorry you're feeling so anxious, but here's hoping the third time's the charm.

[NsMommy]

You're all so great! Thank you .

[Cait&AngelAbove]

Welcome back! I hope your feelings are correct!!

[NsMommy]

Me too, Caitlin! Every day I get more positive. Yesterday I was 50/50 on it. Today I'm about 75/25. Haha.

[Celena]

back lady!

You've missed quiet a few people graduating in the past few + months hope you make your way out of here quickly

[NsMommy]

Hi Celena! I've been reading, just not really posting much .
I was just thinking that I probably should have posted because I don't feel as connected to everyone.

My plan was to transition here slowly as we started TTC next month. But here I am already .