[*SamF*]

Sorry.
Been dealing with the whole loss issue. Kind of took a little step back from JM, not completely, but not as active as I normally am. I'm still in the post m/c cycle, doesn't look like I ovulated, so definitely no chance for a m/c cycle baby.
Heck, I'm technically not even suppose to be trying this month or next month, but it's still depressing. No clue when AF will decide to show, if I stick to my normal cycle length it should be this weekend, but who knows.

I keep finding myself worried that I can't have any more babies. DH and I really want one more child, I really want a sibling for CJ, and our family doesn't feel complete. But because we started so late, I keep getting afraid that we missed our chance.
Why doesn't life have a do over button???

[StaceygirlPa]

I have been thinking of you Sam. I wish I had a do over button. I would give you one and me one. Don't give up. I feel you will get your rainbow baby.

[KeepingFaith]

((hugs)) Take as much time as you need. I hope your body adjusts back to normal for you. I completely understand wanting a sibling for your little one, that is how I feel too. You are strong and I know you'll get your rainbow baby if you keep pushing through all this

[.:Shortcake:.]

Sam I've been wondering how you've been! I hope your body gets back to normal soon. And please do not give up hope. Know that we are here for you but I understand needing the break.. I've been there myself before.

[Cait&AngelAbove]

I am sorry that you are having to go through all of this!!!

[doremi]

My heart breaks for all your losses. I feel exactly the same way you do, longing to give my son a sibling. Don't give up hope!

[missy123]

Sam - I felt the same way for 2 1/2 years. My feelings would range from depression to desperation. It will happen for you (((Hugs)))

[acchickpea]

Keep your head up high and think of the positives...
I think of rewinding a few years back too! So I don't feel like time is just disappearing within a blink of an eye.....
Thinking of you!

[lindsey2000k]

I am so sorry.
I understand how you feel. All I want to do is give my daughter a Sibling as well.

[outnumberedX3]

I'm new here, so I don't know you like the other ladies do but I wanted to off you a hug and T+P's. Try to keep your chin up...it will happen!!

[luvmykids623]

Sam, I'm so sorry you're going through this. I've been having that worry about not being able to have any more children too. It sucks. You're in my thoughts and prayers!

[j&jmom]

I'm so sorry for all your losses. I hope you get your rainbow baby soon.