[TnPhotoMama81]

Sorry I haven't been around much lately guys. I have been a lot busier lately. My husband and I have been outside on the nice days working on the yard and I have had a crappier work schedule the last few weeks or so. Some days I have to work Monday night till 1 am or so then be right back up at 5 am to go to work Tues morning on my regular day....it blows! I am so exhausted lately. It has helped keep my mind off the whole ttc thing though which has been nice.

I just realized today that it has been 3 months since our last loss.

I should be ovulating this weekend though so that is exciting I guess lol We are still trying and all...I am just trying not to obsess about it as much right now.

I am hoping I get a BFP in June or so. Well I will take one whenever but my husband is about to re-enlist into the reserves (Marines). If he does, he will have to go to a school in Oklahoma for 4-6 months and he wants to try and take Ethan and I with him. Soooo, we will have to live in a hotel for that amount of time...which is okay with me if we can find one with a kitchenette so I can cook real food while we are there.

I was concerned about being due right in January bc that's when we would be "moving" temporarily and I cannot imagine how hectic that would be...I'd have to find an OB there like right in the middle of all that madness and only have possibly one appt with them before the baby came. It is probably crazy to even plan such a thing...being away from home, living in a hotel, and having a newborn lol. Whatever though I guess haha.

Anyway thats about it for me as far as an update...just been really busy around the house and with work.

I am so ready for a nap today! I cannot wait to sleep in tomorrow

[.:Shortcake:.]

Melissa if it happens then it's meant to be I've been thinking about you. Sometimes being busy and keeping our mind of of things is very helpful. I hope your BFP comes very soon

[JessP]

So glad you are doing good. I have seen the pictures of your yard its beautiful. I am sure the timing will be perfect no matter when it happens .

[EJsMommy]

Focusing on other things than the TTC sometimes actually help. I hope you get your BFP soon.

[j&jmom]

My dh is in the military and gone with several schools. Before I had my mc I was hoping to follow my dh to his school as well and I was due the day his school ended . . . but then I was stressing out for no reason. My dh always tells me things will work out how they are meant to work out and you can't stress over things you cannot control . . . one of these days I'll believe him. Good luck!

[missy123]

Hi Melissa!!! You have such a green thumb (I saw the pictures). Great job!!

How are you feeling mentally? Is keeping busy helping you out? It has been raining non-stop up here in the NorthEast for the past 7 days and I am so ready to see sunshine and go outside!!

Your update made me smile

[TnPhotoMama81]

Thanks everyone!

Originally Posted by .:Shortcake:.

Melissa if it happens then it's meant to be I've been thinking about you. Sometimes being busy and keeping our mind of of things is very helpful. I hope your BFP comes very soon

I agree and thank you! It has definitely helped.

Originally Posted by JessP

So glad you are doing good. I have seen the pictures of your yard its beautiful. I am sure the timing will be perfect no matter when it happens .

Thanks for the compliments on the yard!

Originally Posted by j&jmom

My dh is in the military and gone with several schools. Before I had my mc I was hoping to follow my dh to his school as well and I was due the day his school ended . . . but then I was stressing out for no reason. My dh always tells me things will work out how they are meant to work out and you can't stress over things you cannot control . . . one of these days I'll believe him. Good luck!

Oh i know what you mean. My husband thinks I worry too much too!

Originally Posted by missy123

Hi Melissa!!! You have such a green thumb (I saw the pictures). Great job!!

How are you feeling mentally? Is keeping busy helping you out? It has been raining non-stop up here in the NorthEast for the past 7 days and I am so ready to see sunshine and go outside!!

Your update made me smile

Aw <3 thank you so much Missy! My husband does MOST of the work...he is the one who mows and weedeats etc. We have one of those zero turn radius mowers so it helps out a lot. We can mow in a shorter amount of time. He has done lawncare for a living for a long time so he is really good at it. He does all the hard work digging the holes with the post hole diggers when we go to plant stuff hehe. We have a lot of the same tastes as far as flowers and trees go so thats nice! I help him water everything and decide where we want everything to go. It SUCKS watering all that stuff though omg...it takes us an hour lol haha!

We REALLY need to mow the yard but it has been raining here a lot too. It seems like it hasn't been nice on our off days.

And yea it is really helping me staying busy I think the wellbutrin may be helping me as well.