Update on me (m/c ment.)-updated

CAMPMOMMYAMY · #1 May 23rd, 2011, 08:03 AM

I've been away for about a month. I was given an rx for Clomid last month but started AF on 4/22 and didn't have it filled in time to start on day 3. So DH and I took the month off and I stayed off here because I was a little upset but there was nothing I could do. So since then we haven't been trying to time anything and I wasn't paying attention to my body etc. because the doctor told me I wasn't ovulating and without starting Clomid I thought there was no chance. I just took the month completely off and wiped away the baby thoughts until my next AF.

So all of a sudden it's 5/17 and I should have started AF no later than that day based on the past few months where I have been pretty regular with a 25 day cycle. Tested and it was a BFN. I was cramping and expected to start anytime because I'm not supposed to be O-ing! Thursday night I tested again and although faint it is a BFP and totally visible! I was so freaking excited but tempered it because my DD had kindergarted graduation on Friday and decided to wait to call the doctor on Monday. Tested again all Friday with FRER and then EPT and still getting positives even though they are still faint! By this point I'm already planning and so happy!

Then late Friday night rolls around... At about 1:30 am (my mom was in town and we were up talking) I started to bleed and cramp a little painfully. Started praying and went to bed. Saturday morning and all day it was heavy bleeding. Running a small temp of 99.7 but still getting BFP. Sunday morning the tests turned BFN and by this morning the bleeding has almost stopped and all the tests are BFN.

Hubby wanted me to go to urgent care or the hospital after I finally told him Satruday afternoon but what could they do? I've been there done that. If I bleed in my pregnancy then there is no chance for the pregnancy. I know some women bleed but for me it always means it's over. No extreme pain with this one, bleeding was under control, it was over before it really started. I'm just shocked right now because I ended up prego over everything I was being told. I was so excited because I thought my body had fooled us and I ended up prego without help. I just knew it had to be a sign that it was finally the right time.
I was wrong all the way around.

Waiting to hear back from the doctor right now and wondering just what the heck else my body will throw at me this time. Plus, since this isn't really a period, can I even start Clomid today or do I have to wait til next month again? This just sucks all the way around. Thanks for listening everyone.

.:Shortcake:. · #2 May 23rd, 2011, 08:43 AM

Amy I have been wondering where you have been. I am so sorry that your going through yet another loss. I would defiantly see what your doctor says as far as are they going to do any more testing now. The Clomid I have no clue what they will tell you. You have to have a negative BT to start that and I would at least get your beta done just in case. *Hugs*

StaceygirlPa · #3 May 24th, 2011, 03:00 AM

I am sorry you are going through another loss Amy. I agree with Katie about seeing what your doctor says.

pepper73 · #4 May 24th, 2011, 03:29 AM

I am so sorry! What a rollercoaster you have been on! I also don't know about the Clomid but agree with the others. Keep us posted!

CAMPMOMMYAMY · #5 May 24th, 2011, 10:52 AM

Thank you guys and thank you for thinking of me Katie!

Went to the doctor this morning, tested negative there like I did this morning at home as well and based on my bleeding slowing down and not being in pain he wants me to go ahead and try this month. My last m/c before this one was a chemical too and because my ovulation is all messed up he is worried that this will happen again. I was actually surprised since I thought it was generally a given to wait at least a cycle before trying to heal. He said that because I was just barely pregnant we are fine. Soooooo, I start Clomid today for 5 days and in his words "See if we can get a baby to stick!" He really is hilarious lol.

Side note - Took my DD with me since no one was available AGAIN to watch her. Nothing better than having her yell out "Mom why are you taking your panties off in public!" I had a dress on so it wasn't that dramatic but even with the door closed I know everyone heard her yelling on the other side! Just awesome huh? I turned on ICarly on my phone right after that and she zoned out thank God!