I am just in a funk. I feel like May was rough for me. Work was a little slow, I was unsure about whether I was really ready to TTC after a loss at Easter. I just feel out of it around my friends. I think June is going to be a little better. I feel like I have more energy this week. DH and I are definitely TTC (I should O today or tomorrow so wish me luck!). I guess my funk with my friends is because only some of them know about my loss (i was 5w3d so we hadn't told anyone yet) and so they didn't really understand why I was down. And the few people I did share with are great, but one had a baby 3 days after I lost mine. I love her and her family to death, but it was kind of hard there for a few weeks.
Whew- I had a lot on my mind and I didn't realize it!! I am feeling sooo much better today though. Things are looking up!
And- I just realized (after posting in hot hot hot!) that the weather in May was awful. There were severe storms and floods and rain. It was just dismal. The weather has been beautiful for the last week and it is supposed to stay that way. That definitely affects my mood!!