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Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: San Diego, CA
Posts: 3,947
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That's really sweet guys, thanks. Not sure when the last time was that I updated on here. Hubby and I have had two sessions with a marriage & family therapist, she referred me to a psychiatrist, and I'm going to be starting meds soon probably. My appt with the psychiatrist isn't for about 10 days though, so we'll see what ends up happening. I started working again and am really enjoying it, school's out for the summer at my community college but I'm still taking online classes through a different place trying to get a certificate in medical transcription... Bad dreams are starting again, appetite sucks, feel anxious most of the time, kind of looking forward to being medicated... We have an appointment with an RE in July so I took myself and DH off all the supplements we'd been taking so they could get a true reading, and this cycle sucks for it. I'm on day 27 or something and just got my first +OPK yesterday. I've gotten almost positive OPKs about six times already... I'm just not really in a good headspace right now. I do really want to come back and start being active again, I just can't yet... Maybe once I get on meds and get a little more balanced out. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you guys, and even though I don't post, I check in at least a couple times a week. But yeah, that's where I'm at right now. Thanks for thinking of me <3
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With us on earth for five short days, with us in our hearts forever.
(Thank you Natasha for this beautiful graphic of Andrew, and to the ladies of the Nov 10 PR who help me in carrying on his memory.)
Jan. 2009: Came off years of BCP and started TTC
March 2010: BFP -- finally!
Oct. 22, 2010: Drew is born, but has to stay in the NICU because of cord complications resulting in oxygen deprivation and brain problems =(
Oct. 27, 2010: I held him in my arms while Daddy, Grandma, Great-Uncle and I sang him to sleep =( Hardest thing I've ever done...
June 14, 2011: Drew's baby brother or sister waved hi to us with a BFP!
June 25, 2011: Natural miscarriage... Can we please catch a break here?
Nov. 2011: 100mg Clomid followed by 2mg Estrogen, Ovidrel trigger, and 200mg progesterone suppositories 2x/day 14 days. BFN.
Dec. 2011: 2nd medicated cycle. BFN.
Jan. 2012: Took a month off to breathe...
Feb. 2012: Same regimen of Clomid and other meds, add IUI. 2 eggs and 8.5 million swimmers. BFN.
March 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-11, follie scan CD 8 showed 6 follies likely to mature. Triggered, IUI on CD 14, 4 million swimmers. BFN.
April 2012: 75 IU Follistim CD 3-10. Scan showed 2 mature follies, 2 almost certain to mature, and two not likely but possible. (All 6 evenly and perfectly spaced out between the left and the right.) Triggered, IUI CD 13 with 5 million swimmers. BFN.
May 2012: 75 IU Follistim starting CD 3. Waiting to O. Timed intercourse. Likely 5 follies to mature.
^^ Click graphic for chart ^^
 
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I miss you too!! I hope that the counseling will help get you back on track. I have been through it (counseling) and it really does help if you put in the effort 
You're never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers. 
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