Newbie here (m/c mentioned)

cheeky_monkey · #1 June 15th, 2011, 12:36 PM

Hi everyone, I'm a newbie to this board. Have joined JM a few days ago. My name is Anna and DH is Jon.

I decided to join JM mostly because of this board. Nearly 5 months ago we lost our little miracle due to a missed miscarriage. At the time I used to be a lurker here but stalked all your threads and without knowing you helped me to cry and let it all out and to cope. I'm sorry that during these past couple of days however I chickened out of joining in immediately. As of last month we have started trying again (with MA) - I had never thought that it would have started so much on the wrong foot again... so I guess here I am now waiting and hoping to get preg again but scared like a baby of it going all wrong again.

Anyways wanted to say thank you to all the ladies who post in here - without you I think I would still be one big mess trying to learn how to cope, and that I hope that there is a place for me as well

melissalaw · #2 June 15th, 2011, 12:48 PM

I am so sorry about your loss. Glad you are finally joining and glad this forum had helped you. Also praying that you get your BFP soon!!

cheeky_monkey · #3 June 15th, 2011, 12:54 PM

thanks mellissalaw. We're hoping that this month will be luckier than the last one. Even if we don't get pregant at this stage we're hopeing for at least the medication to work.

even though it was an early loss I'm still terrified of going through it again

EJsMommy · #4 June 15th, 2011, 01:20 PM

I am so sorry about your loss but glad that you decided to finally join this board. Also glad that the ladies on this board by their posts have been able to help you cope and move forward and start again in the journey. I hope that your BFP soon!!

jessjillmama · #5 June 15th, 2011, 01:42 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. Welcome to the group!! I hope your journey here is short. Good luck!

missy123 · #6 June 15th, 2011, 06:03 PM

Hi Anna. I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a baby is so sad and so hard on us emotionally. ((Hugs))

Welcome to the family, feel free to join right in. I hope you get pregnant soon!

Braysmomma03 · #7 June 15th, 2011, 06:26 PM

I am so sorry about your loss hun. I lost my angel 5 months ago also. I am glad you finally decided to join. These ladies here helped me so much in my grief when we lost angel baby. I hope you get your rainbow baby very soon!

fromustobaby · #8 June 15th, 2011, 06:45 PM

I'm so sorry...I had a missed m/c also...I dont think pregnancy will ever be as innocent...I'm so sorry for your loss, and am glad you are here...

.:Shortcake:. · #9 June 16th, 2011, 04:07 AM

I am so very sorry for your loss. I'm glad you decided to start posting here. The ladies here are amazing and I hope we can continue to bring you comfort. Just right in to posting.

pepper73 · #10 June 16th, 2011, 04:50 AM

Hi and

I am so sorry for your loss. No matter how early, it still hurts and the fear of another loss is very real. I totally understand your anxiety. I'm glad you decided to join and I hope you continue to find support and comfort. I love this board and the ladies here have helped me so much! I hope you find the same is true for you! Good luck TTC! I hope you get your rainbow baby soon!

cheeky_monkey · #11 June 16th, 2011, 11:12 AM

thankd girls for all ur kind words. sorry i didn't reply back but i'm from the other side of the globe

so time zones are a bit different

I'm sorry about all of ur miscarriages girls. I hope that u all manage to have ur rainbow babies as soon as possible. Oh I'm sory michelle. It will be 5 months on the 4th of July now.I miss my baby so much at times it is difficult not to cry

i do hope that our journey won't be long, but after today i am starting to think that unfortunately it is going to be. since i'm pcos i have to take clomid in order to get pregnant and this time around it might be having some not so nice side effects - hope nothing serious but still gynae was a bit concerned when I told him. fingers crossed next week's friday will hurry up to arrive so that we can go for the visit and see what he says

*SamF* · #12 June 16th, 2011, 11:43 AM

Welcome to the board! I'm sorry for your loss!

Glad you decided to quit lurking and come out and play!

cheeky_monkey · #13 June 16th, 2011, 11:49 AM

thanks SamF

i decided coz u seemed to be able to understand what a girl really goes through when she loses her baby. unfortunately i don't have a lot of friends who knows what it means like and it hurts to be told to 'just move on'

here at least i can vent about how hard it is and no one would look at me as if I had just landed from Mars