June 18th, 2011, 03:42 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Tennessee
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I got a positive digi on Wednesday and I am still in a little shock. I had a mc in April at 5w and this was my second cycle after that. I don't have any of the emotions I had last time. Then I was estatic and wanted to tell the world. This time I am just a nervous wreck. I am so scared that the same thing is going to happen again. And to make matters worse, DH is ready to tell our family and close friends. His reasoning is that if we were able to tell them about the last mc, then why wouldn't we tell them about this? I am just too scared right now. I want to at least make it past the point where I lost the last one before I start blabbing. And to make it even more difficult, I spent two whole days with my mom without being able to tell. Don't get me wrong, I am so ready for this, but my mind is running in a hundred directions!
I guess I should just be happy. I want to enjoy this now, but I can't wait to make it to the 6 week mark (that is not a huge goal, right? I am 4w 2d based on my O).
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