[StaceygirlPa]

The beginning of June of last year Dh and I did our first IUI. We were so happy when we found out we were pregnant. We had no reason to think we would be having any problems. We went in for our 1st u/s. The tech kept going back and forth if she could see anything. My ob told me to wait a week then come back in for another u/s. We waited another week for another u/s. This time the tech thought she saw something but she thought peanut was measuring behind. Once again my ob wanted us to wait a week to have another u/s. I didn't want to go back to the same u/s tech so I went to a different doctor to get a second opinion. The new doctor gave us an ultrasound which sadly showed that peanut didn't have a heartbeat. This was our first loss. I had to have a d&c since my body didn't recognize that peanut passed away. I had complications during the d&c and ended up getting a bad infection from the d&c. I ended up in the hospital for couple of days due to the pain and infection. After I healed from the d&c and infection we started trying again. I didn't think a year after our first loss that I would be sitting here not holding a baby in my arms. During this year we have had two more losses. I don't know how I would have made it through the past year without the ladies on this board. Thank you ladies for all of your surport.

[pepper73]

Oh Stacey, I'm so sorry! I really wish we didn't have to have such sad anniversaries! I am thinking of you and really hope that you get to hold your rainbow baby soon!

[melissalaw]

Stacey I am so sorry for your losses and I'm thinking about you. Hoping you get your rainbow baby soon.

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) Stacey! I'm so sorry for all you have been through. We are here for you every step of the way and I hope and pray you get your rainbow baby soon.

[luvmykids623]

I'm so sorry for all that you've been through. We love you!

[3Sapphires]

Big *Hugs*

[LilHerndon]

So sorry for all of your losses Stacey. I will be hoping and praying you can get your rainbow baby soon.

[robbinsbaby1]

I am sorry for your losses, I have much respect for you for being so strong. I have my fingers crossed for you that you will be blessed soon!!!

[missy123]

As you know, I have walked in your shoes. I have been where you are. I empathize with you as I understand your pain. Stacey, I am ever so sorry for what you are going through but at the same time so happy you are in my life.

Stay Strong, your time is near... You are on the path to your rainbow baby. Hang in there! xoxoxoxoxo

[*SamF*]

{HUGS}
This is a hard journey! I know you will get your perfect rainbow baby!

[momof6lopez]

Stacey, Im so sorry for your empty arms one year later. Its just not right. I pray that your little rainbow baby is so very close......dont give up, you WILL hold your little baby in your arms, Im so sure!

[TnPhotoMama81]

Praying for your rainbow baby! I am so sorry for all the pain and loss you have endured.

[StaceygirlPa]

Thank you ladies. Yesterday was a hard day. It is nice to know I have all of you that understand what I am going through.

[Celena]

Stacey you've always been amazingly strong and optimistic thru your journey reguardless... you're a kind soul and pray that you're blessed with your earth baby very soon