3 years and 12,000 posts

*SamF* · #1 June 23rd, 2011, 01:02 PM

Had to make sure my 12,000th post was in here!

3 years ago I got my very first BFP right around now. I m/c'd on the 4th of July.

I joined here that following September after searching for TTC after a m/c. And TTCAL has been my lifesaver ever since, even when I backed off the board when I got pregnant with my rainbow baby, I still lurked. Now three years later I'm still here hoping for my second rainbow.

There have been some of us that have been here since before I joined, who are still waiting, and so many that have come and gone in between.
This board is one of the worst places to have the need to become a member of, but one of the best places for support and getting through some of the darkest times.

Love you guys!!!

Ok mushy post done.

.:Shortcake:. · #2 June 23rd, 2011, 01:04 PM

Sam I'm sorry that you had to join us but we love you none the less and you are an amazing person!

melissalaw · #3 June 23rd, 2011, 01:07 PM

Hopefully you will get that second rainbow baby soon. This is a wonderful place to come for support and help.

pepper73 · #4 June 23rd, 2011, 01:15 PM

Sam, you said everything I feel! Well written!! It really does suck that we have this board to go to....not because of the people on it, but because of the situations that have put us here. No one should ever have to go through a loss! That being said, it is also the best board to be a member of and I feel the same as you about being so grateful to have it here. I am glad that the ladies here have helped support you in your journey and I really, really, really hope you get your sticky BFP soon!

missy123 · #5 June 23rd, 2011, 03:21 PM

My 10,000 post was in here as well. I love all you girls which is why this is still the 1st board I come and check on everyday.

stargatemommy · #6 June 23rd, 2011, 03:40 PM

TTCAL can start to feel like a trap after a while! I loved all the ladies here but hated coming back after each loss.... Hopefully you'll get out of the trap soon!