I've still been good and I haven't POAS yet. I'm amazed at my will power! hehe I think the reason is that there were a couple of cycles along the way over the last year when we weren't TTC that we had an oops or two and then last month when we were trying and each time, BFN. I would start to feel imaginary symptoms, take a few tests here and there and then start bleeding within hours of taking the last test. It's so disappointing. This time, I'm saving myself the BFN disappointment and I think that's why I haven't caved. Here's what's been going on though so I'm cautiously optimistic:
7DPO EWCM tinged with brown
8DPO terrible metal taste in my mouth as I was laying in bed trying to fall asleep
and very, very irritable like AF is about to arrive
9DPO red blood once when wiping in the morning, very slight spotting later in the day
10DPO clean panty liner, belly feels bloated though like AF is about to show.
I was shocked this morning that my belly feels full and AF-like (haha-- new word) but I didn't bleed even after going #2... TMI! hehe

It's like she's right there lurking around the corner, that mean ol' hag!
Now because I posted this I'll go to the bathroom and have AF show in full effect! If not, I'm still waiting. AF is technically not due until Tuesday. Since I've had some spotting though if it's not AF and was implantation spotting, I'd have a nice, dark line on an HPT a few days from the spotting so I may cave early in the week. Ooooooh the suspense is killing me! If I'm not pregnant and mother nature had a heart she'd get AF here in a huge hurry to save me the optimism.